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anathemaa

anathemaa

emotionless marcher
Dec 14, 2021
20
A romantic partner that I have a flawless relationship with, lots of friendships that are also flawless and money.
 
Depressed_nerd

Depressed_nerd

Learning the physics of Death
May 6, 2023
20
Just a friend who can actually understands my situation, not someone who only look at the surface and judge the person by it's cover or a person that doesn't even trying to understand my problems (yeah I'm venting a little bit here)
 
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leeloosnow

leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
money. a lot of fukin money, and ill just rescue animals till im too old/crazy then ill ctb anyways. if i had like, crazy amts of $ and could just do good shit for others, yeah. that'd keep me busy for a while.
 
leloyon

leloyon

Sick Of It All
Feb 4, 2023
832
A new life. To be a different person living a different life altogether.
I cannot be happy as I am.
 
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moya117

moya117

A replacement that can easily get replaced
Mar 31, 2023
95
Why wouldn't it be possible?
Idk, I found out that in my entire life, people love me CONDITIONALLY, I just don't want to get my hopes too high, maybe because I'm not worth it? Idk, they betrayed me first
 
nolifezzz

nolifezzz

stuck somewhere between hell and earth
Mar 26, 2020
37
to lose all my memories & be reborn as somebody else...
 
Artictart

Artictart

Tired
May 6, 2023
43
A home far away from the place I live now, preferably with a close friend and a cat. A stable way of income as well of course.
 
Housefly

Housefly

Member
May 7, 2023
70
I thought about it and honestly it's just me, I'm the odd one. Maybe if every fortnight I get 4 days to recover from society. I could learn to knit, cook more, travel maybe. Just me and the echo of my brain. Very controlled stimulation. Nothing scary or unpredictable, even if it's unpleasant just I need to know before in detail. If everything has a detailed manual because I'm dumb.
 
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deathLiberation

deathLiberation

Student
Oct 31, 2021
161
Money.
And not even that much.

1 million, or 500k, heck even 200k
that would change everything
money. a lot of fukin money, and ill just rescue animals till im too old/crazy then ill ctb anyways. if i had like, crazy amts of $ and could just do good shit for others, yeah. that'd keep me busy for a while.
This is o much the way. I feel like a ton of people here, me included, would do so much good with a huge amount of money.
But money is all in hands of freakin elite pedos
 
BlankZeroNone

BlankZeroNone

Member
May 6, 2023
20
Idk, I found out that in my entire life, people love me CONDITIONALLY, I just don't want to get my hopes too high, maybe because I'm not worth it? Idk, they betrayed me first
Sounds like you've had bad luck with your relationships. I don't think unconditional love is possible, but finding someone who is patient, understanding and like-minded could potentially be life-changing. Money would be great too.
 
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Slipkorn

Member
May 10, 2023
41
Pain. Constant pain. If I wasn't hurting all the time, I might not want to.
 
nozomu

nozomu

Global Mod // will i wiN my recovery arc
Nov 28, 2022
996
Realistically the only thing I want right now that I don't have is my partner to move in with me. I think it would really aid me in my recovery to have them here...
 
Shivali

Shivali

Mage
Jun 9, 2022
560
Peace of mind ... a loving feeling in my heart.... I have had to be a completely different person
 
TheBigBurden

TheBigBurden

Antisocial and yet I’m here
Dec 27, 2019
32
Not have a ton of autistic sensory issues, and constant anxiety because of it. I would probably be able to flourish if I wasn't in constant burnout.
 
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Heavenbound

Specialist
Apr 11, 2023
304
For me personally, I would have to say being in a committed relationship with a partner that truly loved me for me, flaws and all, I think that would take away 90% of my desire to end it all. That's not to say it's going to cure me, but it certainly would improve my life drastically.
 
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Abyssopelagic

Member
Feb 2, 2023
23
Housing, financial, and medical security. That peace of mind, I think, would 1) alleviate a major source of anxiety and 2) give me leeway in being able to pursue things that at least have a chance of giving me joy and reasons to live. Hobbies, friends, romantic relationships, things I could pour myself into which could hopefully break me out of my apathy/anhedonia.

If I have to pick one, though, I'd say financial security. Stable housing and medical care can't be guaranteed by cash, but it would still be a comfort to know I could afford a new place or afford to find necessary medical care from other places if things fell through. Won't solve all my problems, but it'd lay the foundations for actually being able to focus on searching for happiness.
 
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myusername

Member
Apr 19, 2023
14
Having my children back with me (they have been kidnapped by their father 2 years ago) would perhaps cure me from my severe depression, but having a kind hearted partner and/or having a child would certainly help as well. I live by myself and it's really painful.
 
WokenDier

WokenDier

Member
May 17, 2023
33
Trusting no one

Money ——> happiness——-> cure depression

Money———-> happiness————> you can go see the best doctor in the world to cure your mental illness
i have money, but not happy. and hate going to doctors.
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,870
i have money, but not happy. and hate going to doctors.
You hate going to doctor so that your individual decision which doesn't mean money ———> happiness

If I have money everything will change for me!
 
BetweenRadioStations

BetweenRadioStations

🎲🎲
Aug 10, 2021
129
Regular biofeedback training with a professional
 
Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
656
A new healthy brain that is impervious to mental disorders. That's all! :heart:



For those saying money:

Anhedonia prevents you from appreciating both the best things money can buy and the best things that are free. Your quality of life will remain "standing in quicksand."

Money will pay your expenses and provide you with security, allowing you to concentrate on your recovery or sleep as much as you like. A new, happy, healthy brain sounds fantastic!
 
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TeflonMummy

TeflonMummy

Member
Apr 1, 2023
45
The opportunity to be able to chase my dreams again.