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Brown-Jacket Revy
Waste
- Jul 10, 2023
- 175
All of the above.
Wasted an entire decade of my life in a waking-dream state doing nothing, thus ending up a loser at 36 with nothing to fall back on.
Constant mental degradation in terms of depression, memory-loss, lack of focus, low energy.
And this year in particular has been like a year of physical injury and chronic pain - Si joint, possible herniated disc, and now chest pain.
I'm fucking tired of never being able to progress, or get better.
Just stagnant suffering.
Wasted an entire decade of my life in a waking-dream state doing nothing, thus ending up a loser at 36 with nothing to fall back on.
Constant mental degradation in terms of depression, memory-loss, lack of focus, low energy.
And this year in particular has been like a year of physical injury and chronic pain - Si joint, possible herniated disc, and now chest pain.
I'm fucking tired of never being able to progress, or get better.
Just stagnant suffering.