• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
D

dead-mother

New Member
Dec 29, 2024
4
I'm not sure. My 11 year old son died 2 months ago - suddenly and unexpectedly. I have three other children but every day I feel like I have died also and that my existence is hollow.

I am frightened of living without him for the rest of my life (hence the rational for hastening my own death) however I'm worried about leaving my other children without me.

I'm also worried about attempting to CTB and this somehow not working and ending up with hypoxia or brain damage (for example) then being trapped 'alive' whilst feeling even more dead than I do right now.

In summary, I'm not sure.
 
  • Aww..
  • Hugs
Reactions: Regen and f1lth
f1lth

f1lth

fleabag
Jul 9, 2023
66
im honestly not sure. Twenty minutes is short and right now im next to my partner as he plays video games. Thinking about how, in this scenario, in twenty minutes id be dead and he'd have to deal with that breaks my heart, but i dont know if id be able to pass on such an opportunity.
 
needthebus

needthebus

Voted SaSu™ Member Most Likely to Succeed
Apr 29, 2024
777
Would you ctb if your preferred method was available to you 20 minutes from now and only available to you then and never again?
probably not
I'm not sure. My 11 year old son died 2 months ago - suddenly and unexpectedly. I have three other children but every day I feel like I have died also and that my existence is hollow.

I am frightened of living without him for the rest of my life (hence the rational for hastening my own death) however I'm worried about leaving my other children without me.

I'm also worried about attempting to CTB and this somehow not working and ending up with hypoxia or brain damage (for example) then being trapped 'alive' whilst feeling even more dead than I do right now.

In summary, I'm not sure.
im so sorry
 
B

b1241

Member
Jun 24, 2024
6
Today I'd say yes, but things have been changing a lot lately. Sigh.
 

Similar threads

ma0
Replies
18
Views
442
Forum Games
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
CravingPeace
Replies
15
Views
582
Suicide Discussion
girlsboysthems
girlsboysthems
Fly_Away
Replies
3
Views
334
Suicide Discussion
Mary Janex
Mary Janex
R
Replies
15
Views
796
Suicide Discussion
Raner
R
Y
Replies
2
Views
229
Suicide Discussion
MathConspiracy
MathConspiracy