I've written one before but I ripped it up cause I don't think I want to die but life lately really sucks. Every time I tried, I just end up balling my eyes out cause deep down inside I don't actually want to. I just feel like this world just tears me apart so much and it bothers me. I know I'm not the only one but it is so difficult to fight through it some days. Currently trying to recover from thinking this way but it has not been easy.
