Are you guys scared to CTB?

[submarinedownsea]

Yep, i always ask myself if its my feeling or im going crazy, im scared to do it as much im scared to live im suffering

 

[shiba]

It comes and goes. I'm not afraid of dying, but it makes me upset that my life has turned out this way. Sometimes suicide makes me happy, but sometimes I feel anger and disappointment.

 

[verminnnn]

death itself isn't scary to me, but the pain of actually dying terrifies me. i feel a fear-like emotion when i think about the people i care about moving on after i die, but thankfully when that happens i won't be around to care

 

[Blueberry Panic]

You face it head on , face death even if fear takes over you hold on until you can't anymore.

Yeah benzos would help and so would a lot of other drugs