Are you going to wear anything special when you ctb?

[NeetAccount1]

Really? Because in my apartment I'm always nakey. And I was going to die like that, just put my blankets over me. I find clothes so uncomfortable.
I wonder what other things I could do in my apartment so the police go on some wild goose chase looking for my killer.

Turn your apartment into an escape room? Or do one of these. But it should be a funny theory.

 

[houseofleaves]

something i wouldn't normally wear, my identity will remain anonymous when i die. Yes i have planned this out. Even if someone finds the body they will be unable to identify me.

what will you do besides that to remain anonymous? not attacking you, i'm just thinking of that too

 

[yeh it's all gucci]

Turn your apartment into an escape room? Or do one of these. But it should be a funny theory.

Lol yeh, it would be kind of fun to put together

 

[Manaaja]

I'd like to and during previous attempts I have done that. Nothing fancy, just clothes that feel nice to wear.

 

[Jacket]

Not really, it's probably just gonna be my casual clothes. Suicide kinda lost all reverence and mystique for me and I'm not much of a show-man to begin with, so I won't bother to put on some nice suit or something.

 

[downndone2]

My comfiest pjs but definately want my nails done, lol. I'm gonna paint them purple

 

[Musketeer]

what will you do besides that to remain anonymous? not attacking you, i'm just thinking of that too

I'm going to remain anonymous, even after i die i have plans to ensure i do it in a way where i will be unrecognizable after they find me (if they find me)

 

[houseofleaves]

I'm going to remain anonymous, even after i die i have plans to ensure i do it in a way where i will be unrecognizable after they find me (if they find me)

woah… how? sorry for asking, i'm just really curious(

 

[Musketeer]

woah… how? sorry for asking, i'm just really curious(

by ensuring i most likely won't be found, if i am found the body will be too far decomposed to identify me.

 

[houseofleaves]

by ensuring i most likely won't be found, if i am found the body will be too far decomposed to identify me.

they can trace your phone. be careful

 

[Musketeer]

they can trace your phone. be careful

i won't be bringing m phone, i will also be wearing clothing i don't normally wear, and i will also not be bringing anything personally identifiable with me.

 

[houseofleaves]

i won't be bringing m phone, i will also be wearing clothing i don't normally wear, and i will also not be bringing anything personally identifiable with me.

yeah and remember about face-identifying cameras!

 

[Musketeer]

yeah and remember about face-identifying cameras!

I live in such a rural area and i always go out masked, i work in cybersecurity so yes i know how to fool those as well. I take my privacy very seriously

 

[Ednospatient]

Dental records exist, that's how they identify skeletal remains

 

[houseofleaves]

Dental records exist, that's how they identify skeletal remains

ah shit(( yeah

 

[its-about-time]

by ensuring i most likely won't be found, if i am found the body will be too far decomposed to identify me.

Maybe if we were in like the 60's or earlier… haven't heard of forensics?

Dental records exist, that's how they identify skeletal remains

And when there are no teeth, they can identify using DNA in bone marrow. They don't need your DNA before death. Once a forensic anthropologist determines sex, age, and height of the dead, they match with missing persons lists nationally, and if they suspect a match, they can basically reverse engineer your DNA using the DNA of your parents/children/siblings… it's wild shit, pretty impressive really.

 

[wearingmyheart]

If one of my children would commit suicide, it would break my heart. I would not see the outfit.

bro dont have more kids. you dont want them to suffer like the rest of us and kill themselves.

 

[cyanlove]

I'd want to wear my PJs or something comfy. If I'm doing something messy I'd probably be butt naked to help with clean up.

 

[Musketeer]

Maybe if we were in like the 60's or earlier… haven't heard of forensics?

And when there are no teeth, they can identify using DNA in bone marrow. They don't need your DNA before death. Once a forensic anthropologist determines sex, age, and height of the dead, they match with missing persons lists nationally, and if they suspect a match, they can basically reverse engineer your DNA using the DNA of your parents/children/siblings… it's wild shit, pretty impressive really.

dna does decay and breakdown, and that's if they find me at all. I will also be ctb far away from home.

 

[its-about-time]

dna does decay and breakdown, and that's if they find me at all. I will also be ctb far away from home.

I'm not a scientist I just watch a shit ton of Forensic Files, that technology is 20 years old now and they were still identifying bodies that were exposed to elements and hundreds of miles away from where they disappeared… totally blows my mind, it's a great show. Guess there's a more recent series too I need to figure out how to watch. Anyways good luck with your plan, I hope it turns out exactly as you hope. I really don't know enough to say "it won't work!" or anything, I'm just saying don't underestimate forensics, but at the end of the day I'm not sure it matters all that much if anyone identifies your body anyways. I wish you all the best.

 

[karasu]

I've never thought about what I'd be wearing when I ctb but now that the question has been raised, ideally, maybe I would like to wear something cute as I pass my last breath. Or even one of my favourite cosplays? Lol…could you imagine the reaction once my body is found…
Jokes aside, most likely I would just be in my comfiest pyjamas since I am a lazy sloth and being comfortable while I go is one of my top priorities. It would probably also make the disposal of my body much easier than if I was wearing something complicated.

 

[UnravelingWinter]

Pajama pants and a t-shirt

 

[MegaGordo]

Just the usual..a Speedo, snowshoes, and a stovepipe hat.

 

[LucieInTheDark]

I want to buy a nice dress or a japanese seifuku, I want to feel cute in my last moments

 

[nopride86]

ooo this is a fun one!!

I think I'd wear what I used to wear when I felt more like myself - an obscure band tshirt and a pair of skinny jeans. I wish I didn't throw out my old chucks - when I'm having a hard time mentally I start throwing out/donating things on a whim.

The only issue with jeans is that I also intend to wear an adult diaper…yknow….just in case. Which means I'd have to find maybe some pair of loose/stretchy pants instead.

Or a really feminine sundress, when I was in college I'd wear them all the time. It would also solve the diaper dilemma.

 

[Freedomindeath4me]

I really don't care. Flannel and sweats. The only person who cares about me will not give a shit what I was wearing.

 

[Someone123]

I've been thinking about wearing a formal suit and tie so that when I'm found, it looks like I'm resting. And so the last image in my parents' heads is that of me looking my best. I haven't seen this discussed on here so I thought it'd be interesting to hear your thoughts and opinions and such.

Depending on your method you might barf or bleed on the suit or you might poop and pee in the suit- you might do all four, so the suit migtht not help as much as you think. Very few suicide method are so peaceful that the suit would stay looking nice. It really depends on your method. A waterproof suit might help.

 

[13_reasons]

What a great post!

A few considerations:

Hair will be in a ponytail- there's something about vomit being stuck in hair that upsets me- even if I'm dead

Adult diapers- I have a pack ready to go, it's actually one of the items on my CTB check list

The 24 or so hours before- fast, and take laxatives/ laxative tea to clear everything out- still high chance of pooping self, hence the diapers

Will be wearing a loose comfortable sundress/ smock- something comfy to lie down in, but quite modest and fashionable and covers the chest

Shower, shave, wear perfume before hand. I don't know why I feel the need to be well groomed if I know I'm just going to poop/ pee myself…

Going to wear my wedding rings. A final screw you to my emotionally abusive husband- by the time they find me I'll be so swollen and decomposed that they'll have to cut my finger off to retrieve the rings to give back to him. I have no qualms.

And the final piece that I still need to get- a paint tarp- I plan to lie on this on the floor, it will catch fluids and reduce seepage if I start decomposing (my apartment has carpets in the living room and bedroom). They can also roll me up like a burrito if they prefer. Cheaper than the body bags that you can buy on the internet anyway…

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Is it really true humans do this after passing?

Yes. My mother passed just over a year ago in her home ( I was there) and when the Hospice nurse came to pronounce her death, she explained to me what she was going to do, and one those things was to clean-up my mother because, as she explained, when someone dies, the muscles responsible for controlling the bowels and such cease to work because there is no longer any blood being delivered by the heart to make those muscles work. So, anything in the intestines just flows out naturally. Same for the bladder.

 

[szinigami]

It will probably be SN, so no because i may vomit.