are you afraid of death

[Winterreise]

I wish somebody could be at my side when it happens. I dont wanna die alone.

 

[GameOver52]

I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of dying, if that makes sense. I just don't want it to hurt or last too long, and I'm sure I'll send myself into a panic attack as I'm dying. But I'm fine with death, I look forward to being no more. I need an instant death, and I'll be fine

That is basically how I feel.

I have existed far too long. Such a fear of living right now overwhelms me and sends me into deep anxiety and then depression.
Every night I fall asleep, I wish not to wake up. But when I do wake up, it is such a horrible feeling of disappointment.
Can't wait for the final few days where I have the built the courage to down my SN. Hopefully I can look forward to CTB with a peaceful calm, not an extremely anxiety filled experience.

 

[Daisy Chain]

I'm scared of death in old age.. death taking me when I'm weak and ill and when I have no power to control it. I'm not scared of death if I do it myself.. with full control and CHOICE. That's what makes ctb the only way.

 

[wanttodie]

no i want to die

 

[Avril]

Everyone dies at the end. Death is a reality we have to face. So no, I'm not scared of it.

 

[LeavingEarly]

Yeah I am pretty scared and worried about dying.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I'm scared but it's been a long time waiting. I'm getting more slow with life as time progresses

 

[GentleJerk]

Yes. But not as much as I am afraid of pain and suffering in life.

 

[gottablast888]

i think death is a transformation

 

[popcorn1234]

Like one person in the comments said, I am afraid of dying because it might hurt, but I am not afraid of death itself.

I remember reading this one article about how a guy had a near death experience. This guy was in a coma. While he was in a coma, he saw himself inside a park along with other people (souls) and felt love, peace and understanding. However, he wanted to go back to his family because they were worried about him. He then become conscious and told the chaplain about his near death experience.

I would like to think of the place I go to after I die to be peaceful.

 

[want2dienow]

no
i'm afraid of him.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Everything fucking terrifies me so yeh...I just can't even believe I was unlucky enough to be born in the first place.

 

[Guend]

I have a little fear of death, but also a lot of curiosity. What is there after death? Will we see our loved ones? can we go wherever we want? or will there simply be a reincarnation?

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

I am not afraid of being dead nor of the process of dyning, but I am afraid to miss something when I kill myself.