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Are you actually ready to die? Everyone I've asked this is still alive I've been lurking this website since it was a reddit sub years and years ago.
I know I won't make it to 2022, but I don't think I'll ever be ready. Just want to minimize anxiety and the severity/finality of it all. I should be fine
This for me. 10 months ago I fucked up my eyes and and the past 10 months I've become so superstitious that I've been getting these 'references' about going blind and I feel after everything I've been through knowing how bad my luck is I'd probably be the 1% of people who fuck up the SN method or hanging or whatever other method that can make you go blind. Plus as much I want to fucking go so badly I don't want to cause grief to my mom yet even though I feel I'm going to sooner or later unless she dies before me. Goddamn life man.
Yes I never wanted to die but imvinky existing in extreme agony every day with systemic physical symptoms of electricity burning in my body & ears & jaw nerves jangling everywhere been bed ridden 9 months but can't sleep & I've tried every medication with no help.
The actual process of obtaining N & taking it all orally scares me as I already have major swallowing issues but I'll have to find a way as I can no longer cope with my extreme nerve damage which cannot be repaired
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