I'm really sorry you feel like that, but I would recommend you talking to a doctor, or contacting a suicide hotline first. Committing suicide isn't a simple choice. Your family, friends, and many other people would miss you. Besides, most methods have horrible consequences if you fail; trust me, I've done my research. They could lead to brain damage, permanent organ failure, paralysis, and other horrible problems that you would have to live with for the rest of your life. Besides, a suicide pact is actually illegal in many places, so asking for a suicide partner is technically committing a crime. Try talking to someone you trust about the pain you're feeling; it could help you. I, for one, am glad that I'm alive despite having attempted suicide 7 times thus far. Talking to people has really helped me.