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massiveblackhole
Student
- Sep 4, 2020
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So talking to people is supposed to be good for you if you're depressed. But I've pretty much driven away all my friends cos they're sick of my depression/suicidal thoughts and cant say i blame them. They dont seem to get though that depression is not like the chickenpox - you don't just get it once, recover and never have it again.
One guy i used to talk to cos he understood what it was like to have a mental illness (he was borderline) completely stopped talking to me after i divulged iv started having suicidal thoughts. Now im too scared to tell anyone else so im glad i found this site i can talk to people about it. Other friends stopped inviting me to things cos i was too depressed to go their parties.
Anyone else have a similar experience? Do you talk to anyone about your depression? Iv tried counsellors and they absolutely suck. Have you told anyone you're suicidal? i havent told the counsellors that cos im scared il lose my job - we have a counselling service provided by work but they said if you disclose harmful intent to yourself or others they have to report it to your boss. so thats bullshit.
One guy i used to talk to cos he understood what it was like to have a mental illness (he was borderline) completely stopped talking to me after i divulged iv started having suicidal thoughts. Now im too scared to tell anyone else so im glad i found this site i can talk to people about it. Other friends stopped inviting me to things cos i was too depressed to go their parties.
Anyone else have a similar experience? Do you talk to anyone about your depression? Iv tried counsellors and they absolutely suck. Have you told anyone you're suicidal? i havent told the counsellors that cos im scared il lose my job - we have a counselling service provided by work but they said if you disclose harmful intent to yourself or others they have to report it to your boss. so thats bullshit.