When I was a child I used to dream one day I would go shopping in NY.
I wanted to be married to a man that I loved, that would protect me and my child no matter what. I got it, until the no matter was no longer.
That is why I am here.
The one thing I always wanted to do was reach my goal weight and then go to a water park. But I don't have enough time to reach my goal weight before CTB and I would have trouble with the stairs at a water Park due to my MS anyway.
I can't think of anything I really want to do before my CTB date. I have accepted that my life was what it was. It wasn't the life I would have chosen for myself, but it was mine. I had a few nice moments, like flying right through the northern lights on a tiny plane. But I am 100% ready to close the book now, and all I want to do before I CTB is pack all my stuff away and mentally say goodbye to the few people who mean something to me.
Post some really horrible posts online about people who've wronged me. They can't sue for slander if I don't exists!
Other than that - a nice long train ride to anywhere. Maybe I'll ctb on the train. Which ever staff members finds my corpse will qualify for a nice stress leave/holiday.
Nothing. As soon as I can find the courage to do it, it's over for me right then and there. I'm not gonna try to get something in first, only to end up chickening out because of it. However, if I can get out to magic mountain and ride x2, it might be nice. It's been a bucket list coaster for me for a year now.
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