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Hammer
just about gone.
- Jun 15, 2020
- 55
My partner, bless her, still has the rest of her life ahead of her. I've been really mentally bad lately and she quipped that I'm stuck with her, even if I died shed follow me.
Now I'm really upset thst she may actually do it, I want her to live the rest of her life sure I'd prefer to live it with her. But that's not an option for me anymore.
And there's no real way of me to make sure she does keep living, I've written her a letter asking her to keep going without me but that doesn't garentee anything. So now not only do I have the guilt of how my partner and parents will feel, I now also may have her death on my hands.
Now I'm really upset thst she may actually do it, I want her to live the rest of her life sure I'd prefer to live it with her. But that's not an option for me anymore.
And there's no real way of me to make sure she does keep living, I've written her a letter asking her to keep going without me but that doesn't garentee anything. So now not only do I have the guilt of how my partner and parents will feel, I now also may have her death on my hands.