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iamsotired25

Member
Jun 2, 2026
9
I want to live - I really do - but I can't live with my old choices - I want a redo. I want to restart my life.
 
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softfur

softfur

sweet dreams my angel, at last goodbye
Mar 22, 2026
85
if i could go missing forever and get to live somewhere else... yeah
 
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hurts2b

Wasting my time
Jun 11, 2026
161
I fantasize often about being reborn as a different person or another kind of creature all together. Some kind of existence other than this would be nice. Anything other than this.
 
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Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
622
All the time.
 
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Tomorrow Is Today

Tomorrow Is Today

trying to find comfort in dreams
May 16, 2026
94
Yup. My current situation is the culmination of my many many bad decisions. A redo would be great. I want to live too.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,428
Well kind of. Some events in particular yes.
Maybe that way I could find a way to live
 
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oilsaniok

Member
May 19, 2026
50
For sure, just made irreversible academic decision
 
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JoeFailure

Wizard
Apr 29, 2019
663
Yup. Life could have been really great if I had any idea what I was doing when I was young.
 
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TorturedCerebrum

Member
Nov 13, 2025
34
yeah. it feels like some irreversible decisions are constantly haunting me
 
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boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
29
I believe I have something fundamentally wrong with my mind.... even if I were to start all over I think I would somehow find a way to ruin everything and hurt people again and again.
 
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BradGuy123

Mage
Jul 6, 2025
508
I think that's a common desire. I wish I could go back to being 15 years old knowing the life lessons I know now. My life would be so much better.
 
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Bad Mojo

Not Student
Jul 10, 2019
298
I think I could do a second run a lot better, but I'd still hate (almost) every second of it
 
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iamsotired25

Member
Jun 2, 2026
9
I think that's a common desire. I wish I could go back to being 15 years old knowing the life lessons I know now. My life would be so much better.
Me too - I fantasize about it all the time. How old are you now?
 
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tipoftheRGB

Member
May 3, 2025
54
I want to live - I really do - but I can't live with my old choices - I want a redo. I want to restart my life.
Same :( a time machine could fix everything for me. I had a lot of potential and it was wasted
 
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never mind me

Specialist
Nov 7, 2022
331
Yes, I would just need a time machine for going back a month or 2 and thus being able to take different decisions which would have allowed me to stay in good health.
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
147
Tbh I'd just love to go back to October last year, that'd be enough. I'd practically beg the universe to just actually (with my memories intact) send me back 9 months. Could avoid all the bad shit that happened.
 
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Canto XIII

Canto XIII

Bottom of the barrel
Jul 4, 2026
316
I believe I have something fundamentally wrong with my mind.... even if I were to start all over I think I would somehow find a way to ruin everything and hurt people again and again.
Same. I often fantasize about going back and making different choices. But I think the final result would be the same anyway, because it was meant to be.
 
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lightningwallcloud

lightningwallcloud

Empty Wanderer
Apr 4, 2026
34
Yes, I'm behind in life because of stupid choices I made, particularly due to trusting the wrong person. There are things I sacrificed for others that I can never get back. I'd like to think if I had a redo, I wouldn't have ended up in this spot.

Even better, though, would be to be born as someone in a family with better resources and as someone who is not defective socially.
 
Yakui

Yakui

i stole some bugs to feed my refrigerator
Feb 4, 2023
1,935
every day. i fucked my entire life, re-doing my life would be a good option but i recognise that banking on reincarnation is my only option.
 
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flowersforalgernons

Member
Jul 6, 2026
34
yeah. there are a couple points i'd like to start over from. the main reason i want to CTB rn is regrets, mostly from the past couple years. there are choices i could have made, that would have saved myself and others from a lot of suffering, and given us a lot of good things. but, i failed. i made bad choices and i lost a lot. i lost relationships, opportunities, feelings. things i cannot get back. the regret/grief is too much to live with every day. so, i'm looking for a peaceful, non violent way out that does as little collateral damage as possible.

but yeah. i wish i could go back.
 
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miekorevvv

Member
Aug 8, 2024
24
i feel like its not a matter of redoing life or not its more of im just a mortal ill surely even if i do redo the same life 100 times i will still always do mistakes and my presence just by exiting is a nuissance to this world(consuming oxygen to emit CO2 eating food etc) after al my existence requires consuming and being harmful and a nuisance to anything personally what id like the most is the ability to make myself non existent in the first place as if i was never born/the concept of me was never brought up and me as a whole was never a thing to begin with i think this will cause what i call the absolute neutrality where there isn'tthe gambling of whether ill live a good or a bad life or do good or bad to ppl ill juste be like never have existed in the first place and never have caused any impact or anything whether its good or bad
 
rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
249
Preferably I would go back in time and make my mother get that abortion but being reincarnated as something else sounds nice too.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
2,014
I'd love a second chance to undo the harm to others. Not really for myself.
 
witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
268
Yup, that way I could invest in the right pyramid schemes or crypto crap and have millions to do whatever I wish.
 

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