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iamsotired25

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Jun 2, 2026
9
I want to live - I really do - but I can't live with my old choices - I want a redo. I want to restart my life.
 
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softfur

softfur

sweet dreams my angel, at last goodbye
Mar 22, 2026
75
if i could go missing forever and get to live somewhere else... yeah
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Wasting my time
Jun 11, 2026
136
I fantasize often about being reborn as a different person or another kind of creature all together. Some kind of existence other than this would be nice. Anything other than this.
 
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Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
557
All the time.
 
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Tomorrow Is Today

Tomorrow Is Today

don’t get any big ideas
May 16, 2026
83
Yup. My current situation is the culmination of my many many bad decisions. A redo would be great. I want to live too.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,405
Well kind of. Some events in particular yes.
Maybe that way I could find a way to live
 
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oilsaniok

Member
May 19, 2026
49
For sure, just made irreversible academic decision
 
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JoeFailure

Wizard
Apr 29, 2019
660
Yup. Life could have been really great if I had any idea what I was doing when I was young.
 
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TorturedCerebrum

Member
Nov 13, 2025
29
yeah. it feels like some irreversible decisions are constantly haunting me
 
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boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
23
I believe I have something fundamentally wrong with my mind.... even if I were to start all over I think I would somehow find a way to ruin everything and hurt people again and again.
 
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BradGuy123

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2025
447
I think that's a common desire. I wish I could go back to being 15 years old knowing the life lessons I know now. My life would be so much better.
 
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Bad Mojo

Not Student
Jul 10, 2019
293
I think I could do a second run a lot better, but I'd still hate (almost) every second of it
 
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iamsotired25

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Jun 2, 2026
9
I think that's a common desire. I wish I could go back to being 15 years old knowing the life lessons I know now. My life would be so much better.
Me too - I fantasize about it all the time. How old are you now?
 
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tipoftheRGB

Member
May 3, 2025
48
I want to live - I really do - but I can't live with my old choices - I want a redo. I want to restart my life.
Same :( a time machine could fix everything for me. I had a lot of potential and it was wasted
 
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never mind me

Experienced
Nov 7, 2022
236
Yes, I would just need a time machine for going back a month or 2 and thus being able to take different decisions which would have allowed me to stay in good health.
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
118
Tbh I'd just love to go back to October last year, that'd be enough. I'd practically beg the universe to just actually (with my memories intact) send me back 9 months. Could avoid all the bad shit that happened.
 
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Canto XIII

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Jul 4, 2026
33
I believe I have something fundamentally wrong with my mind.... even if I were to start all over I think I would somehow find a way to ruin everything and hurt people again and again.
Same. I often fantasize about going back and making different choices. But I think the final result would be the same anyway, because it was meant to be.
 

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