Anyone else suicidal because they’re evil ?

[leavingthesoultrap]

I am not a good worker and taxpayer that's for sure

 

[Coconut blue]

yup me too. sometimes i can't help but feel disgusted at myself for the thoughts and urges i have. but at least we got the guts to own up to what we are. which alr makes us better than hypocrites whose shamelessness allows them to be successful at life

 

[lostintheloop]

It is one of the reasons I want a painful death like I deserve. Something slow and painful would be best but the slow ones generally mean time to chicken out / be found and treated or are unreliable in other ways.
However I do it, i hope I suffer , i hope it is the worst pain .

 

[noname223]

To be honest @timetodie24 I perceive you as a very honest, eloquent and intelligent man. I have doubts whether you are actually evil. I really like you man. You are quite sympathetic to me.

You know my take on you. Talk with a doctor about your thoughts of mind control. I had psychosis and I was 100% convinced that I was not psychotic during that time. Actually the conviction that you are 100% sure it is not psychosis is more or less a sign it could be psychosis. I wish I could help you to realize that. But we are only strangers on the internet and I cannot force you to do anything. I hope you manage to find a way out of this without killing yourself. I hope for the best...Sadly, I cannot do more for you.

 

[Gill_Bates666]

One of my reasons for ctb is that I'm truly evil. I never carried out evil acts but my mind goes there a lot. If I live I'd likely end up down a path leading to prison. Deep down I am a monster. Well not me that I was born as. I have taken over this person's body and brain. They didn't disable it in time and die so I'm going to wreck havoc on their life .

Yeah me too, i have no morals and the only reason i dont do bad things is because im not physically strong enough for them

 

[JustA_LittlePerson]

Because they can gain more control of me that way so it will become worse. I can't trust 'professionals' and won't let them control me with meds.

With each comment you make I wonder if we weren't separated at birth

 

[lostintheloop]

With each comment you make I wonder if we weren't separated at birth

I'm so so sorry you can relate so much I hope you find peace and freedom in some way

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I mean... Must be at least a liiiitle fucked in the head to have ended up where I did. Huh, weird...

 

[Alex Fermentopathy]

Yeah me too, i have no morals and the only reason i dont do bad things is because im not physically strong enough for them

Is not here something moral in killing oneself because of a lack of morals?