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Gangrel

Gangrel

bark bark ᯓ★
Jul 25, 2024
687
I am and it makes it easier to think about ctb, nothing to do or think about. Isolation is weird.
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
I literally can't stand christmas, so being alone is very much an escape for me. Means nobody can press me about not being in the "holiday spirit", whatever the fuck that means.
 
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Shiru

Shiru

Endless sky
Dec 20, 2024
70
I rather to spend it alone than with all the members here I would be happier if I was alone only with mom or alone at all
 
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unknown_xav

Member
Dec 3, 2024
88
Yes spent the whole day watching some movies in bed, as time passes. It's always been this way for years, for some reason a sense of peace, but also reality of my ultimate end.
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
332
I am. I have being spent any time totally alone so I forgot what it is like to spend time with someone.
 
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ConfusedClouds

Mage
Mar 9, 2024
531
Yes in some ways its lonely. But I have to remember how much more isolating and lonely it feels when I can't articulate nor communicate with people around me who 'love' me but I also can't feel anything back. Get myself in a right pickle. Better for everyone staying apart.
 
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RiverOfLife

Student
Nov 7, 2024
116
Yes. First time alone since all my close family has died and I don't have the energy to host or even visit. I didn't have the energy to put up the tree this year and it's surprisingly depressing to not have the lights on.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,827
Yip, been having a merry alone Christmas. Almost sad that tomorrow is back to people land.
 
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