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i have a restraining order from god atp
- Aug 28, 2025
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ocd isnt even the main reason im ctb overall but rn its pushing me towards it more and more, i hate how i cant catch a moment of peace ever
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I have chronic OCD, diagnosed over a decade ago. To be honest some of the symptoms have lessened but I also have chronic depression and anxiety. All 3 have made my life a misery for a very long time now.
I have heard it has different types. What is your type ? Is it restricting your life to a point that it controls all aspects of your life.
tretion
i have a restraining order from god atp
- Aug 28, 2025
- 149
i'm so sorry. I was doing good on mine, haven't had a super bad spiral in months, all a sudden last night though idek what happened but it hit hard i spent 4 hours going back and rereading the same thing over and over to keep checking if I was safe and when I was finally able to go to sleep i had nightmares about it I just woke up from one. I used to be like this every day last year but i thought i finally had it managed. i DID have it managed for a little bit. this is killing me. the nightmares are the worse part of it even in my sleep my brain has to torture meSimilar threads
