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oooobeeeeii

oooobeeeeii

Tired
Mar 18, 2023
145
Like I love to chat about those stuff, I mean to take my time and find the perfect method
 
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breakingpoint

breakingpoint

Humanoid
Feb 17, 2023
47
Just the thought of ctb brings a calming sensation all over my body, sometimes sadness but mostly happiness
 
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ptolemaea

ptolemaea

♱ Sweet, mourning lamb
Mar 27, 2023
47
it's nice to know that if things get too overwhelming i always have a way out
 
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y'ffre

y'ffre

My English could be bad :)
Aug 15, 2022
179
It calms me and gives me happiness but it also comes with anxiety and sadness too. Weird...
 
BasqueClown

BasqueClown

Zirkua ata heriotza
Jun 9, 2022
121
With myself yes. I feel more relieved and more convinced that I'm not doing nothing wrong.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,714
I mean after all, suicide is self care and is the only true solution to solving what the true problem is, which is life in itself. I very strongly believe that we just cease to exist after this which is something that I consider to be incredibly ideal. Nobody can be harmed by death as life is the source of all harm, so while I do see not existing as being something beautiful, to me there could never be any peace to be found as long as I exist here.
To me peace only exists in the absence of everything and there is no relief from suffering in this world. I just want to be gone and not have to go through any ctb process, as in this world a reliable and peaceful suicide is something that is purposely so inaccessible and complicated.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,866
Yes, feel peaceful talking about CTB, some day I will get relief
 
LT1989

LT1989

Rascal/Dancing Queen.
Mar 27, 2023
23
I feel calm at the thought of being dead and life being over but the actual act of dying makes me nervous. I wish we just had an off switch.
 
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WorthlessCoward

Specialist
Mar 21, 2023
301
You know there's no coming back when you start talking about this kind of stuff and it makes you feel good
 

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