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forever dreaming

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May 17, 2023
29
seems like CTB is my only option I have no job prospects or academic and I'm in my mid 20s
 
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Hikikomori1

Hikikomori1

Experienced
Mar 27, 2023
289
Yes.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Wizard
May 27, 2023
661
seems like CTB is my only option I have no job prospects or academic and I'm in my mid 20s
You can go to a job advisor or start college since you are still in your 20s if that's the only reason you want to complete ctb. I think you should only complete ctb if you just want to cease to exist and if you want to leave this world. I hope you make the decision best for you and I wish you all the best
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,253
We all have a future.

It's just not one I like or want.
 
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mapleboy

mapleboy

sleepy...
May 22, 2023
83
I'm way too mentally ill to accomplish anything in life.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
Me
 
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gar3z

gar3z

Feb 4, 2023
13
too lazy to have one.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,962
If I end up being trapped here for decades longer all that lies ahead is even more unnecessary suffering, I dread to think what lies ahead, existing truly is something hopeless, unappealing and futile, there's no point to being burdened by existence, it's something so harmful.

It's just so terrible how suicide is this difficult in this world, I hate how humans cannot easily free themselves from decades of meaningless torment and prevent all future problems, the only future that I could ever wish for no matter what is one where I don't exist.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
I'm aging. My health is failing. My finances are dwindling. My career opportunities are limited. Plus, I've suffered years of trauma that I cannot overcome. CTB has always been my future. So, I guess I do have one. Just not in this life.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
i dont just FEEL like not having one, i DONT have one.
 
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MyFinalProject

Member
Oct 11, 2022
43
Yes
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
Feel it? I know it!
 
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imissmykitten

imissmykitten

heart rot
May 7, 2023
71
yeah, pretty sure I don't have any. i'm too slow and generally inept. i'd be surprised if i even make it as far as getting hired in retail
 
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wanna-be-null

fed up!!!
May 27, 2023
5
Im pretty sure that my future is going to be worse than what i endure now.
 
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ggetout33

ggetout33

Just stuck here.
Mar 3, 2023
177
I'm in my early 20s but I have very little job prospects and I shudder to imagine the state the world will be in a few decades. I don't see myself living past 40 tops.
 
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CaliCatCharlie

CaliCatCharlie

Nature's Mockery
May 28, 2021
68
I definitely have no future. I would've had one had my mom not neglected me so badly. CTB is the only way out.
 
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numbnesshuman

numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
63
Yes. Feel like trapped and noone can get me out. I know opportunities are coming to me, but I lose my ability to catch them.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
Our future is spelled out in the book 1984.
 
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00nobody00

Member
Jan 25, 2023
44
I am 36, so basically I am living my future right now and it is failure
 
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cherry2000

cherry2000

Member
Mar 20, 2022
6
Yes
 
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leftdreaming

leftdreaming

I should’ve been a house cat
Apr 28, 2023
170
Never seen a future for myself. Never ever.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
And remember that it is for ever. The face will always be there to be stamped upon.
I wish I could see what becomes of humanity way into the future.
 
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newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,795
I wish I could see what becomes of humanity way into the future.
I wish I was prescient enough to give you a coherent answer as to what becomes of humanity.
Unfortunately, I am just living day to day. George Orwell certainly had his own ideas.
 
Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
I wish I was prescient enough to give you a coherent answer as to what becomes of humanity.
Unfortunately, I am just living day to day. George Orwell certainly had his own ideas.
Do you think there will be another 1000 yrs for people?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,900
I don't want to put in enormous amounts of effort to get back crumbs. Just nothing really appeals anymore other than just that- nothing. A decent future would take not only hard work but luck and I'm tired of it all.
 
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AsleepPreference160

Member
Apr 18, 2023
16
In the same boat as almost everyone here. I do hope that you guys believe it is mainly because the world sucks, not you.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
Absolutely no prospect of any kind of future for me whatsoever.
Broken mind, failing body, in poverty, and alone in the world.
 

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