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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,566
I don't want to put in enormous amounts of effort to get back crumbs. Just nothing really appeals anymore other than just that- nothing. A decent future would take not only hard work but luck and I'm tired of it all.
Yes you say it, with everything, whatever that may be in ones live, it only works when there is a little bit of luck involved. Without it, everything is doomed to fail.

Currently don't see a future for myself, well to be clearer not the future I wish for and no ways to get there where I want to be. I've not given up 100% but maybe close to it.
 
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TiredOrbit

TiredOrbit

Spinning planet
Jun 1, 2023
21
No diploma + disabled, i simply cannot get a job. I never had any purpose in life, any goal of any kind. My days are all the same, over and over again. There's no way i'll survive long enough to have a "future".
 
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Xta4Love

Student
Dec 25, 2021
104
No job prospects either. Im 36 and never had a proper job. I have seven psychiatric disorders. My life is hell on earth.
 
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Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
Yes am the same also. This is easily a top 3 reason why am CTB'ing living in a world which forces you to be "useful" or CTB is not a world for me.
 
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ppoyyx

ppoyyx

Life goes on but mine not lol
May 9, 2023
18
What's even the point of having a future if i wont even enjoy it and just feel the same way as i do now for the rest of my life
 
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quwroflucilfer3

Member
Jun 8, 2023
15
seems like CTB is my only option I have no job prospects or academic and I'm in my mid 20s
I dropped out of college because of burn out and will never go back. My job prospects are too shit and I don't have the strength to work everyday and grind just to keep up with inflation. If im not able to cab with my preferred method im going to have to probably live out of car soon.
 
TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
You can have whatever definition of success you want, the things i see and know now will make it utterly impossible to flow with.

I know that no matter how much cheese i produce, ill always know that its a mere distraction till the end, it's all pointless.

This world is for people stuck in a daydream, who can carve a pencil and feel it's purposeful, who can have kids and feel like it's amazing, who can grind all day and say "Im productive!"

Yuck, just fucking yuck. These people confuse me.
 
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