Attacking my reading comprehension is not the answer. And it is by far obvious you are trolling. You never answered the question. You all are just saying, "It's not complicated, you're not ugly enough to input". "The thread question says it itself". No, it doesn't and this is still someone else's thread you guys feel it is your duty to tell who is and who isn't welcome to comment. It's rude to tell people they aren't welcomed because YOU say so. If someone can't relate to you enough in your perspective, then that is YOUR sole opinion but not your duty to chase people away or make them even feel any worse joining the post.
I completely agree with you. I understand why it may have caused others to roll their eyes but they obviously can't comprehend plenty themselves.
@Can'tStandAnymore and
@Itsalmosttime ? You in your own words, understand what's it is like to feel like one of society's rejects, yet chose to reject somebody on a suicide forum because you don't understand them. Someone who is here because they too feel rejected by society, now has to feel that same rejection in a place that is safe haven for most of us. Ostracized at the last stop. Believe me, that is far more damaging than a comment that probably made you roll your eyes. It's all subjective, but in general.
It's like how shallow can you really be? I don't have to jump to any conclusions. You see a "beautiful" person suffering from the same suicidal feelings you do, but you don't take seriously. "My suicidal feelings have merit, they just want even more attention! Hasnt society given them enough!!??" Or "Why are they so upset? I'd be happy if I was them!" Do you really think that makes life easier for them? Or maybe they feel truly damned? Rich and famous people kill themselves. Nothing could save them from themselves because they weren't so shallow or they'd be perfectly happy. The burden of living with all of the emotions driven by their conscience is what buried them at the end of the day.
All of the shit I've gone through in life? Has made me more empathetic to others. I'm not ugly, but I clicked on the post out of compassion, to try and understand and respect the suffering of people with your problem. I was going to use the term "appreciate" instead of respect, but didn't want it to be misinterpreted. Respect feels strange, but I mean it with all due respect to the suffering anyone has to endure in their lifetime. Life sucks for most. A lot worse for the select few on here. I guess we're the lucky ones.
I actually thought
@noonetoo was trying to help by letting you know that life can suck just the same regardless of looks. Then went on to imply that it's what's on the inside that counts. I'd know better than to tell you that, but the intent behind it wasn't to hurt you. Quickly devolved into bullying them by attacking their reading comprehension. Some people really are just as ugly on the inside though. You don't want to appear that way, because nobody gives a shit. Not even people like me who care about everything.
I wasn't calling anyone ugly, I think most of you are just too wrapped up in your own pain to see the pain you might be causing others, and that's understandable. I've been guilty of that myself on numerous occasions.
Food for thought:
You know "pretty" people are often targeted the same way ugly people are right? They even get called names like ugly too. Slut. Whore. By total strangers screaming out of car windows. Oh but don't worry! They also get all of that creepy attention from all of the perverts who just can't help themselves! Some even wind up being abducted and murdered because they're "soooooooooooooooo" attractive. Not exactly the kind of attention you'd kill for is it?
THAT'S off topic, but I think some readers probably just want to be average looking and blend in like the rest now eh? On either end of the beauty spectrum.
But feeling ugly isn't very much different from being ugly. The mind is so powerful. That's where it's relevant. If someone feels so ugly, what is the difference? I feel like a worthless piece of shit a lot of the time, but I know that I'm not. That said? Most people can't separate what they know from what they feel.
Do you know why I like this forum? Because it is the only place in the world where I can openly see that people understand exactly how I feel, even though their reasons are almost always vastly different. I often find myself feeling guilty though because of how much "worse" some of you appear to have it. Guilt causes stress. Stress causes me to be very sick. It's a cycle I'll never find my way out of. I know I'm one of the damned. Fortune and fame? That's about all I don't have, and I know it wouldn't make a difference outside of being able to distract me. Distractions are all I have now. There used to be a time when I was normal and hated distractions like the rest of the world.
Anyway, I've rambled enough. I hope people were able to take something from it though. Live and let live.
