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tooafraidtodiez
Will CTB before my favourite show ends
- Apr 29, 2026
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I'm not even religious but everytime i think of CTB i'm afraid that hell exist even though my life is partly hell already. Like my brain somehow goes if you keep on going you're not going to hell, even though i don't even have a religion which means probably it doesn't matter anyway. But like yeah maybe because i'm already quite ready for it, my brain give out the last line of defense. But living just seems impossibly hard due to my circumstances. I hope if i succeed there will be no afterlife and just eternal peace.