Discussion Any goals before committing?

[narupajin1128]

Do any of you have any goals or a list of things you want to do before you commit? Do you think you'll be able to achieve them? Personally, I do but I'm not exactly set on them. I just see them as a side quest before ultimately killing myself.

 

[Ociv]

I've always had a special little bucket list in my head of things I can only do when I'm about to ctb. I have a lot of responsibilities in my life that are holding me back from leaving, but if I can figure out how to burn those bridges and release myself of those commitments and responsibilities, the first and last thing I would do before ctb is take all the money I have saved, go on a whole road trip and just start marking things off.

I want to go to a rave
I want to try cigarettes
I want to crash a wedding
I want to have sex with a stranger
I want to climb a mountain
I want to fly in a plane
I want to beat up the man my ex cheated on me with
I want to get so high I get sick
I want to see the northern lights
And everything else I would think of along the way.

I'd keep going till I run out of money, run out of steam, or find something worth living for

Then, one way or another, the road trip would end somewhere beautiful

 

[sserafim]

I want to go traveling

 

[updatedmind]

prove to my partner that in the end that its not their fault and that they can move on

 

[tronix]

No. I don't make any plans or bucket lists. I don't want to stop myself from doing this by believing there's something worth living. Because I don't think that there is.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Nope, I have no goals at all. Why would I have goals to do in life when all I want to be is dead? It makes no sense to me to have goals regarding life

 

[junko]

Made a bucket list of things to do before my next birthday. I've crossed off three things and hated doing each of them. None were what I expected them to be. So I'm abandoning the list entirely

 

[wiinterfrost]

not really.
i've experienced interesting and imporbable things in my life already,and already did that whole trying-everything-it's-all-or-nothing-now and now i mostly just want it to end. due to disability and extremely crippling anxiety i wouldn't have anything to put on that bucket list anyways!

 

[worthIess]

if i could suddenly die before ctb that would be amazing