Help Anxious over making it

[Somegirlinhere]

As long as I am alive, I will have to conform to other peoples desires and expectations. that is why I am anxious- I have just attempted suicide (stupidly, silently so) and Im afraid I wont last. im scared of getting worse- and I feel so fragile. Can anyone relate or offer some consolation to this? I am in unmeasurable distress and anguish, and yet, i find myself acting as if everything was fine, though others can see that im slipping. Im so paranoid, it hurts.

 

[Aknu132]

As long as I am alive, I will have to conform to other peoples desires and expectations. that is why I am anxious- I have just attempted suicide (stupidly, silently so) and Im afraid I wont last. im scared of getting worse- and I feel so fragile. Can anyone relate or offer some consolation to this? I am in unmeasurable distress and anguish, and yet, i find myself acting as if everything was fine, though others can see that im slipping. Im so paranoid, it hurts.

what is going on with your life? what types of desires and expectations?