Anti depressant

[jokster18]

I'm looking to ctb but can't seem to overcome SI , I'm 42 and have no enjoyment in life I stay home all day in bed I go out to get food I'm thinking about getting a pet to keep me company . I'm depressed have no interest in socializing or being with people. I would seek a mate just I don't think I can provide anything to someone cuz I'm depressed and have no enjoyment in life. I'm waiting to die naturally has anyone had luck with Nardil it's a MAOI supposed to be the best anti depressant out there.