Help How to have energy to do things when you know nothing will be good and you will die anyway

[elelel08]

I'm in my last year of highschool, after this I have basically no reason to live. I don't have the energy to be a normal human, to go to work, to go to parties, etc. I find nothing enjoyable. I tried having a summer job and quit on the first day not even going because I was too lazy and afraid.

I skipped school today because I woke up late like always. I want to focus academically and be that good student, but there is no point with my mindset. Thankfully I still think some things are enjoyable like playing ROBLOX and chew spitting candy, but even that is getting mundane(?). In the back of my mind I know there is of course a chance I will still live a pretty long life, even to just 30, and therefore I have to do things like go to school, but I just don't want to. I'm so fucking lazy and privileged sorry.

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

Have you seen a psychiatrist? I feel like a lot of people who feel lazy have ADHD or depression.

 

[peacebenow]

You don't know for a fact that nothing will be good. You are a teenager in high school. Possibility is waiting for you. Talking with a psychologist and psychiatrist would be good to do.

 

[elelel08]

Have you seen a psychiatrist? I feel like a lot of people who feel lazy have ADHD or depression.

I have depression kind of diagnosed but I hate therapists and all that. I think either you live and don't complain or die (mindset only toward me).

You don't know for a fact that nothing will be good. You are a teenager in high school. Possibility is waiting for you. Talking with a psychologist and psychiatrist would be good to do.

It's connected to my eco anxiety, so yes everything will get worse.

 

[tomatopotato475]

That question often runs in the back of my mind all the time. I sometimes wish an apocalypse could happen

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

Why I have been on antidepressants for so long
..so I can get out of bed and barely tolerate this existence.

 

[Off_Switch]

You're not "lazy and privileged" at all. Just aware. Aware that it's all pointless.