
zekeyaeger
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- Mar 30, 2023
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SI is keeping me bonded to this hellish realm. Fuck this. Winter only makes shit worse for my ass. Ugh.
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Yes, those suicide booths would be great tbh. I always chicken out, it sucks.I really wanted to die today, I'm in this stasis where I don't want to do anything because I want to die soon anyways. But then I chicken out. It's exhausting. I'm so tired of living. The thought of failing my ctb method is killing me. Partial Hanging can be fucked up unconsciously I heard and I really don't want to have a possibility of failing my attempt but I can't seem to find any statistics on the success partial hanging. Why do they have to make dying so hard for us? I wish we had those suicide booths from futurama so we didn't have worry about SI or anything, just push the button and enjoy the ride.
I'm sorry for your suffering. I hope you find peace soon away from this hellish worldSame , i'm doing horribly . Yes another day in hell
You're not alone. I am mostly bedridden due to my depression as well. I want to die but I'm scared and too depressed to make a plan.I been in bed for 3 days, barely eating and drinking. I decided to go out and get some groceries. While going up my stairs at home I passed out. I don't know long I was out. I woke up with groceries all over my steps. I made it up the stairs and climbed in bed. My heart rate was high and I'm so thirsty it literally hurts to swallow. I drank some water and took my medicine.
After 3 days in bed. I just want to shower and change my sheets and go back to bed.
I tried, it didn't go well. I'll try tomorrow.
I'm sorry you feel like this. It's an awful feeling. Things that help me is watching funny videos or a good movie. I also try crocheting, its very relaxing. I have chronic pain, so if my pain is terrible that day, I turn my phone on silent and just cry and wait for my pain medicine to kick in.You're not alone. I am mostly bedridden due to my depression as well. I want to die but I'm scared and too depressed to make a plan.
How?I found a way to get past the SI, at least it works for me. But I don't feel like repeating it, I'll try to make the most of the effect from last time.
Doing bad things, things that are bad for me, or things that are repulsive, to feel guilty and deserve death. It's hard to explain, but it has worked. It makes you want to kill yourself and I believe that when the time comes, all you need to do is remember. Beforehand, it already works a lot and invalidates any contrary thoughts.How?
Winter is so tough for me, too.SI is keeping me bonded to this hellish realm. Fuck this. Winter only makes shit worse for my ass. Ugh.