wildflowers1996
Mage
- Oct 14, 2023
- 555
I don't think I believe in God but if God does exist I'm so angry
Why did He have to make me like this?
I'm so tired of feeling like I have to be grateful for everything and that by ctb I'm "rejecting God's gift" and that's a sin
I'm tired of thinking if I'm angry God will hate me even more
there are children in Gaza having their limbs blown off and I'm supposed to accept that God won't intervene because "free will"? I don't care about free will, stop letting children be tortured?!
and if God doesn't exist, I'm so angry at the people who have caused me so much fear with their stories about this angry God who hates me and thinks I'm horrible and sinful and thinks I deserve to be tortured forever and I'm supposed to accept that as just and me as the person who is wrong
I've had enough of life I hate being me I'm so upset with God for making me the way I am so I am always miserable and useless
Why did He have to make me like this?
I'm so tired of feeling like I have to be grateful for everything and that by ctb I'm "rejecting God's gift" and that's a sin
I'm tired of thinking if I'm angry God will hate me even more
there are children in Gaza having their limbs blown off and I'm supposed to accept that God won't intervene because "free will"? I don't care about free will, stop letting children be tortured?!
and if God doesn't exist, I'm so angry at the people who have caused me so much fear with their stories about this angry God who hates me and thinks I'm horrible and sinful and thinks I deserve to be tortured forever and I'm supposed to accept that as just and me as the person who is wrong
I've had enough of life I hate being me I'm so upset with God for making me the way I am so I am always miserable and useless