Almost ctb recently

[dödsängel]

Closest I got to doing it. Genuinely felt like my life was over due to some circumstances, and was willing to do it. But I got lucky and the situation was fixed, plus I really don't wanna do that to my parents.

 

[Rocinante]

Genuinely felt like my life was over due to some circumstances, and was willing to do it. But I got lucky and the situation was fixed

This is the point I'm at. I'm tempted to wait it out and see if things get better but idk