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cutelamb22

cutelamb22

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May 27, 2026
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i think my adhd is one of the main reasons i dont want to live. being nd makes life really hard, im so useless. having adhd makes everything impossible and im sick of dissappointing everybody. i just want my parents to have a daughter they are proud of. in my heart its all i want but mentally i cant seem to make myself. if i cant do that, i dont see a point in living if i cant even do life. does anyone relate and struggle similarly? i would like to talk to somebody about it.
 
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makebelieve

makebelieve

tired of living, scared of dying.
Apr 19, 2022
70
I have adhd as well and i feel so useless and behind everybody else. I have many passions and hobbies in life but i never get consistent with it because of my adhd. Also being in college is painful since even the simplest of tasks I just have a hard time doing. I rely on anxiety to even get me moving on my tasks and it's been mentally exhausting. Btw feel free to talk if you want to.
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Rain, Rain, Go Away
Jun 14, 2026
53
Aye, mate. ADHD and Autism is my poison. Not a good combination. I feel you, mate. Lots of love and peace to you♥️
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,268
Yeah, I have ADHD and depression. It's tough, not doubt. Hard to focus on stuff. I get bored and easily give up on stuff.
 
insekurity

insekurity

wannabe angel
Jun 11, 2026
15
Adhd suckd balls i csnt even pull thru on my sttemots cos i just get distracted or lose 8jtrnesr midwya

Kife is so hard n am a total failur 3in everything and having comirbid autism mesns 8 cant eveb have a social net thsy can catch me

Sorry of r th terribk typug sitill wooxy from taking clonsepma
 

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