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cutelamb22

cutelamb22

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May 27, 2026
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i think my adhd is one of the main reasons i dont want to live. being nd makes life really hard, im so useless. having adhd makes everything impossible and im sick of dissappointing everybody. i just want my parents to have a daughter they are proud of. in my heart its all i want but mentally i cant seem to make myself. if i cant do that, i dont see a point in living if i cant even do life. does anyone relate and struggle similarly? i would like to talk to somebody about it.
 
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makebelieve

makebelieve

ugly
Apr 19, 2022
77
I have adhd as well and i feel so useless and behind everybody else. I have many passions and hobbies in life but i never get consistent with it because of my adhd. Also being in college is painful since even the simplest of tasks I just have a hard time doing. I rely on anxiety to even get me moving on my tasks and it's been mentally exhausting. Btw feel free to talk if you want to.
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Blood is Red, and Sweet as Cherry Wine
Jun 14, 2026
257
Aye, mate. ADHD and Autism is my poison. Not a good combination. I feel you, mate. Lots of love and peace to you♥️
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Yeah, I have ADHD and depression. It's tough, not doubt. Hard to focus on stuff. I get bored and easily give up on stuff.
 
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insekurity

insekurity

wannabe angel
Jun 11, 2026
15
Adhd suckd balls i csnt even pull thru on my sttemots cos i just get distracted or lose 8jtrnesr midwya

Kife is so hard n am a total failur 3in everything and having comirbid autism mesns 8 cant eveb have a social net thsy can catch me

Sorry of r th terribk typug sitill wooxy from taking clonsepma
 
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aego

aego

Sayonara, Princess
Oct 3, 2025
30
exactly how i feel. im constantly fucking up because i genuinely keep forgetting like an amnesiac. sometimes i legitimately can't tell if im just stupid, or if it's because i've been raw dogging adhd.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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exactly how i feel. im constantly fucking up because i genuinely keep forgetting like an amnesiac. sometimes i legitimately can't tell if im just stupid, or if it's because i've been raw dogging adhd.
You are far from stupid, ADHD is a drag. If you are anything like me you try but you get distracted easily. It's tough!
 
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N@te

Student
Aug 6, 2026
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i think my adhd is one of the main reasons i dont want to live. being nd makes life really hard, im so useless. having adhd makes everything impossible and im sick of dissappointing everybody. i just want my parents to have a daughter they are proud of. in my heart its all i want but mentally i cant seem to make myself. if i cant do that, i dont see a point in living if i cant even do life. does anyone relate and struggle similarly? i would like to talk to somebody about it.
have you tried ADHD medications? Amphetamines can be quite effective
 

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