Venting A sick joke

[killawithme]

Living my life is a cruel joke because of my mental and physical sickness, addictions, and more things like daily stress
It's really taking a toll on me.

Also, I do not like the idea of having to work my whole life for a boss because I feel like that's just modern-day slavery made up by the elites to torture us and make them more mighty.
Governments are fucked anyway, no exceptions, even the best governments in the world, like the government in Sweden, for example, or Poland. Even they aren't really for the people; they're just a joke in a better jacked (methaphoricly).

I want to just roam around the world without the worry of money or the worry of expectations.

also the daily life just keeps demanding more from me every day, I feel like, and I also think that will not end. There is a saying, "The more you're capable of, the more they expect from you"
Of course I have more struggles than just this, but I wanted to talk about some of them.

Is there anyone who feels the same way about something like this?

 

[Mrs. T-800]

A free life is preferable to death for me. Unfortunately even where it remained, it seems they'll ruin it – commodifying time, liberty, the ability to NOT be advertised to or spied on – but it seems the pendulum is swinging. There's hope.

To cultivate a small but meaningful life is the goal. I don't want to not work, but I wish a better balance did exist.