a question for the commies

[DynamicDepression]

laughable.
Commies have lost their marbles the moment they started fantasizing it.

I'm sorry, I don't quite get what you're trying to say?

 

[DeutscheKartoffel]

I'm sorry, I don't quite get what you're trying to say?

nothing, just communist states always end up totalitarian relying on centralised control, oppressing people, thats what I find disgusting about communism.

 

[motel rooms]

WoAiGou self banned.

Can you prove that?

JFC, I can't believe you hate me this much. You're convinced I'm a fucking demon, a slimy piece of shit, & you can't stand the fact that other members don't see through me. I bet you think I'm lying about being a survivor of incest & that I'm being disgustingly manipulative when I talk about suffering from C-PTSD. I bet you think I'm an egomaniacal creep who fakes empathy just to get fucking likes. Do you think I'm unable to leave this forum because I'm happy? Are you jealous of me because I have nightmares & flashbacks of abuse every single day & I'm married to another traumatized man, an alcoholic sex worker? What the fuck do you want from me? Why can't we just ignore each other? I haven't felt this despised & creeped out by another member since this heartless homophobic sadist attacked me:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/receiving-triggering-pms.75393/

 

[Chinaski]

It was confirmed by a mod in the user thread, maybe you should have checked that before gloating about people being banned as if they were absolutely terrible people just because they had a disagreement with you.

 

[DynamicDepression]

nothing, just communist states always end up totalitarian relying on centralised control, oppressing people, thats what I find disgusting about communism.

Ah, okay. That's true, every communist country so far has ended up totalitarian, but it is not a property of the economic model but the regime that surrounds it. For the record, I don't believe that communism can work in any sizable community, but I do think it's important to point out that communism is an economic system and not a synonym for 'dictatorship' that many people seem to misunderstand it as.

I'm gonna go off on a little tangent, but please bear with me: All too often, people point to flaws in capitalist systems as proof of communism being bad which is just ridiculous when the real problems with communism aren't brought to light. For example, let's take what @whatevs said about communism "produces a clear cut type of oligarchy every time, but without meritocracy". While he is not wrong that this has historically been the case, the same thing is happening today in capitalist nations. Take Elon Musk, for example, the richest man in the world who accumulated his wealth through a combination of market manipulation, selling non-functional products that have killed people because of his PR downplaying the very real risks, actively hurting the environment and killing off endangered species, forcing people to relocate from their homes, fostering a racist workplace -- the list goes on. Not to mention that his companies are highly subsidized by American taxpayer money. If that's not an oligarch without meritocracy, then I don't know what is.

In short, while communism has never worked on a national scale, capitalism is not faring much better and is displaying many of the same problems as communism did.

 

[motel rooms]

It was confirmed by a mod in the user thread, maybe you should have checked that before gloating about people being banned as if they were absolutely terrible people just because they had a disagreement with you.

He was a terrible person because he wanted to "execute bourgeois pigs", just like you're a terrible person for hating me as much as you do just because I called you out for calling @Amumu & another member disgusting names months ago, you bitter little man. It's not my fault that incompetent doctors ruined your health, stop puking all over me already.

 

[Oblivion Access]

Yeah Wo Ai Gou definitely self-banned, I remember asking about it myself. All the better for them, I'd say.

Found source: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/user-discussion-megathread.5384/page-90

 

[Chinaski]

He was a terrible person because he wanted to "execute bourgeois pigs", just like you're a terrible person for hating me as much as you do just because I called you out for calling @Amumu & another member disgusting names months ago, you bitter little man. It's not my fault that incompetent doctors ruined your health, stop puking all over me already.

If you're going to allege that l called Amumu "disgusting names" I'd be grateful to see the example, given you've a penchant for dm-sliding people to tell them I've been calling people "retards" (a word I've never used on here or irl, and yes l do have the screenshots tyvm) I'm not holding my fucking breath.

 

[Red Scare]

Yes, Red Scare is currently the only vocal Stalinist.

Oh my. Well this is awkward for you. The thing is you see, I'm not a Stalinist. The word is just communist. For those of us who think communism is a revolutionary alternative to capitalism, it is important for us to counter the propaganda boosted non-stop by the promoters of the status-quo.

The atrocity tale is a typical Ultra‐Rightist propaganda device. In its simplest terms, it consists of charging the Communists with atrocities of such astronomical proportions that the human rights abuses in the west pale to insignificance. It is an oblique way of whitewashing the USA and it's associates.

It has become something of a contest between capitalist apologists to not only exaggerate numbers but to produce new "crimes" to make him seem cartoonishly worse. The actual numbers are clearly not anywhere nearly as high as antisocialists would like.

People who throw numbers like 100 million around have obviously never looked at these simple population and census results, or are counting on you never having looked at them. Here's the actual population of the USSR 1925–59:

1926 148,656,000

1937 162,500,000

1939 168,524,000

1941 196,716,000

1946 170,548,000

1951 182,321,000

1959 209,035,000

Where would they hide 100 million deaths? 60 million deaths? Or even 20 million? I have asked you to provide evidence that the USSR was engaged in any program of genocide or ethnic cleansing. I have asked for evidence that the death toll is as absurdly high as 20 or even 6 million. Neither you nor anybody else here has ever provided any evidence.

It's now known that 1,053,829 total died in the gulag system, with approximately half being during the Second World War. This was of course part of the penal system, and of these, many were common criminals. Only 12–33% suffered imprisonment for unambiguously political reasons. Reactionaries, Counter Revolutionaries and Fascists (and this number declined significantly as thousands of people falsely accused were released). Not a single one starved to death, most died from natural causes. The majority of people returned home after serving out their sentences. Post-war gulag mortality averaged at 0.725%, compared to the 0.56% in modern russian prisons.

These are no different than the mortality rates a standard western prison. Here in USA, there are about 2.5 million inmates at any given time. That would make maybe 10 to 15 million who passed through US prisons in the last 24 years. The number of inmates who die in USA per year, is about the same as the number of inmates who died under Stalin per year. But If we used the same logic to mention american prisons, we should consider the US government responsible for the approximately 100,000 deaths in the penal system over the last 25 years. Just a quick side-note here, there are more people, both proportionally and in absolute numbers in the american penal system today then there were in the soviet penal system.

In the period 1937-1938 there were about 777,975 people that were sentenced to death, but many of these judicial executions were never carried out for various reasons which include the fact that some of these trials were held in absentia and the accused was never found. It's thought that fewer than 250,000 of those were executed.

This included Soviet citizens advocating treasonable offenses such as the violent overthrow of the Soviet government, and those engaged in subversion in the 1930s within the context of guerrilla warfare against the Soviet Union. For example the so called kulaks starved many people because they decided burning their hoarded grain and killing people was better better than sharing and not making a profit. Many of these people were later released on amnesty. In total it is estimated that there were slightly fewer then 300,000 arrests for anti-soviet activities during the 1937-38 period, when according to Getty, a majority of these executions took place.

So let's see, 1.05 million who died in gulags, 777,975 sentenced to death (even assuming they were all executed, which we know they were not), 389,521 kulaks and perhaps as many as 200k other dissidents and casualties of war, that is at most maybe 2.5m people total who died from roughly 1917-1953.

Remember this was during a revolutionary and civil war. There were many who fought back, mostly landlords and bourgeois who stood to lose out from sharing their wealth with others. It's not like you can just attempt to subvert the United States and not wind up in jail, or executed. These people were terrorists.

Western analysis of these events is rarely presented in other than self‐serving anti‐Communist terms of 'Stalin's power hunger', 'the impossibility of the socialist project' or even simple sadism. Such standards of scholarship would certainly not be acceptable for the study of the history of repression in the U.S., where the need to win the Revolution or Civil War is argued and the consequent suspension of the Bill of Rights, and the forcible relocation of Loyalists excused if not justified; similarly, the need to mobilize during World Wars I and II is seen as a mitigating factor in 'overreactions', such as the internment of the Japanese. The dual standards of scholarship conveniently ignore the serious world crisis within which the Soviet leadership was acting in the 1930s, together with the threat of domestic, rural upheavals, and the absolute imperative of industrializing and feeding the people.

Nobody ever mentions that Stalin's policies saved tens upon tens of millions more.

Two key points supporting this: Life expectancy in Imperial Russia shortly before the Bolsheviks seized power was in the early 30s. By the time Stalin died, life expectancy in the Soviet Union was in the mid 60s, higher than the USA during that time. And in pushing back the German advance during WW2, Stalin and the Russian people saved tens of millions of lives that would have been exterminated had the Nazis made more significant territorial gains into the USSR. Russia was also responsible for bringing a swifter close to the war which saved tens of millions more.

I'm not saying this place is crawling with them , but I've been an SS member for a year & I've witnessed attacks on people disgusted by the glorification of Stalin. Most of them were from the former Eastern Bloc & they definitely weren't inventing the crimes Stalin has committed. It's fucking infuriating when you're Polish or Latvian & some clueless American tells you you're lying that Stalin occupied your country in 1940 & that his soldiers killed your grandfather. No, he actually liberated your people, you ignorant Polish/Latvian/Lithuanian/Estonian jerk!

My grandfather was Polish, thanks. His Russian grandmother was related to the Romanov's, and fled to Poland. I only mention this because even with this family history, they still spoke highly of communism.

The following represents a rapid increase in living standards in the Polish People's Republic. In 1966–1968 Poles were consuming an average of 47, and in 1975–1977, 61, animal protein grams daily. This is higher than the Western European average, and almost equal to that of the United States. For example, in 1975–1977 West Germans ate an average of 55 grams daily; Italians, 45; and Swedes, 62. In the U.S.A. animal protein consumption per capita was 73 grams daily, and in the USSR, 51 grams (FAO, 1978:table 9).

A radical increase in social services available to the Polish workers also reflects the rise in living standards. In 1977 there was one physician per 610 people in the Polish People's Rep., compared with one per 1,070 in 1960 and one per 2,660 in 1938—the average for all the advances market economies in 1979 was one per 620 people. The attention that the planned economy gives to healthcare was reflected in the radical reduction in infant mortality from 140 per 1,000 live births in 1935 and 111 in 1950 to 22 per 1,000 in 1978 (the U.S. rate in the mid‐1960s; see U.N. Statistical Yearbook, various; World Bank, 1981:tables 20, 21).

Do SS members say stuff like that every day? No, but it does happen & it's every bit as ugly as white supremacy, misogyny & homophobia. It's irrelevant whether there are more right-wing nuts on here or left-wing ones.

Right, so according to you wanting to nationalize the industry, and provide everyone with housing, healthcare, utilities, etc. is as bad as white supremacists who believe that people of other races are inferior to them.

Call me crazy, but I think it's horrifying when someone believes that mass executions of "bourgeois pigs" are necessary for the society to evolve. WTF? How is that different from believing it's necessary to lynch blacks, gas Jews, subjugate women & beat gays to death?

So I guess the American colonists were wrong to kill British people. I guess the allies were wrong to kill nazis. I guess you think they should have all held hands and sung kumbaya.

The thing is, when you are spreading a revolutionary ideology like socialism and there are capitalists who would rather fight to the death than share what they have, or religious organizations that will do everything they can to maintain their stranglehold over communities, you can't just ask them politely to stop doing that.

it's impossible to ever achieve perfect equality.

Ok then, back in the closet with you. Just think, if everybody thought like this men like you and I wouldn't have ever been able to marry who we love.

I'm aware that many communists know Stalin was a psychopath & despise him. That said, communists & their utopian fantasies bore me to death; it's impossible to ever achieve perfect equality. I believe in pragmatic social democracy, in accountable & transparent democratic institutions

I've already shown you this excerpt from a CIA document from late 1953 or early 1954. It is a CIA analysis of the transition of power in the USSR after the death of Joseph Stalin. As you can see from the document, the CIA did not even believe in the "theory" of totalitarianism they were propagating. The CIA, also analysed that Stalin's power was not absolute but rather a collective direction and further says that the idea of "dictator" is an exaggeration.

For the billionth time, I admire the Nordic model (of social democracy) & am convinced that raw, unrestrained capitalism is destroying both our humanity & the planet & should be regulated.

(Unfortunately, Danes, Norwegians, Swedes, Finns, Björk's compatriots & a tiny number of non-Scandinavian nations appear to be superhuman since they're able to intimidate their mainstream politicians into giving a shit about the greater good & not being openly corrupt. The rest of us are various degrees of fucked.)

The parts about those social democracies that works isn't the capalism. Neoliberalism is still wreaking havoc in those countries as well. And as Venezuela demonstrated, relying on taxing oil revenues and other wealthy capitalists to fund social programs is doomed to fail sometime. And as is the case with NHS, they still have to purchase medical supplies and pharmaceuticals from capitalists. This is in fact using public money to prop up capitalism.

What you are praising about those countries is that they have nationalized a large part of the infrastructure and healthcare. That's socialism. It isn't any more than that. It doesn't mean murdering millions of people. It means nationalizing the industry and natural resources.

 

[synthie]

People have this tendency to see red fascists and get blinded by the color. It's a dazzling plumage, you see.

 

[Oblivion Access]

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Good effortpost, shame that people who ought to read this most will just dismiss you off-hand without actually engaging with the content. Also anecdotally fwiw (very little, I am aware) I'm polish myself, and my great-grandmother claimed that life was better under communism. This isn't super pertinent, being random anecdote, just debunking the narrative we're all "some clueless American". It saddens me how little a presumably mostly marginalized user base questions mainstream political narratives.

 

[motel rooms]

If you're going to allege that l called Amumu "disgusting names" I'd be grateful to see the example, given you've a penchant for dm-sliding people to tell them I've been calling people "retards" (a word I've never used on here or irl, and yes l do have the screenshots tyvm) I'm not holding my fucking breath.

I really shouldn't be shocked you're convinced I'm evil incarnate because I know only too well this world is full of frustrated people who are unable to manage their anger, but the venomous vibes you've unnecessarily sent my way have literally made me sick to my stomach & given me a splitting headache. I hope that knowing you're going to make my night even more horrible than it usually gets eases your physical pain... I just know you're so blinded by your hatred of me that you think I'm saying this just to score cheap sympathy points. This is fucking insanity...

@Red Scare, I give up. I hope you understand that I don't hate you & that I'm genuinely sorry you lost your husband & ended up on this forum where hurt people hurt people. I'm sorry, I literally have to puke.

 

[Oblivion Access]

I really shouldn't be shocked you're convinced I'm evil incarnate because I know only too well this world is full of frustrated people who are unable to manage their anger, but the venomous vibes you've unnecessarily sent my way have literally made me sick to my stomach & given me a splitting headache. I hope that knowing you're going to make my night even more horrible than it usually gets eases your physical pain... I just know you're so blinded by your hatred of me that you think I'm saying this just to score cheap sympathy points. This is fucking insanity...

@Red Scare, I give up. I hope you understand that I don't hate you & that I'm genuinely sorry you lost your husband & ended up on this forum where hurt people hurt people. I'm sorry, I literally have to puke.

Bruv, with all due respect, I doubt anyone involved hates you or cares enough to feel so strongly about you anyway. You're bringing up people's personal lives as if they are at all relevant to the matter at hand and then play the I'm a victim and everyone hates me card. I'm all too familiar with the allure of that maneuver but if you're looking in from outside you recognize it's not a good look. If starting emotionally charged arguments with ppl online is bad for your health it's your job to not do that, as I doubt you (or any of us really) get much out of this.

 

[Red Scare]

@Red Scare, I give up. I hope you understand that I don't hate you & that I'm genuinely sorry you lost your husband & ended up on this forum where hurt people hurt people. I'm sorry, I literally have to puke.

Does that mean you will no longer be talking about me like I can't read these comments, or going around and calling me a Stalinist, judgmental, you know, casting stones from a glass house?

You sure you don't hate me? Because this all seems very personal. You accused me of homophobia, despite the fact that I was in a relationship with another man for 16+ years. You accused me of disliking some gif you posted? I remember no such gif, and I can assure you I have zero problems with gifs of men kissing, whatsoever. I can't figure out if this is because I am a communist, or if it's because I once said I would personally not be in an open or polyamorous relationship (just stating my own preference, not saying anything about your relationship).

I'd like to turn over this new leaf with you, but I need to be sure you don't actually believe I am a judgmental homophobe, or equating me with a white supremacist, mass murder advocate or anything. It would at least be nice to see you acknowledge where I said I am not a Stalinist.

 

[motel rooms]

You sure you don't hate me? Because this all seems very personal. You accused me of homophobia, despite the fact that I was in a relationship with another man for 16+ years. You accused me of disliking some gif you posted? I remember no such gif, and I can assure you I have zero problems with gifs of men kissing, whatsoever.

Are you Of The Universe, the creep who got banned? He was a homophobe who did that, so please delete that part of your post.

 

[Red Scare]

Are you Of The Universe, the creep who got banned? He was a homophobe who did that, so please delete that part of your post.

No, I'm not. But you did not make that distinction in the now deleted thread where you called me judgmental. How was I supposed to know you weren't talking about me?

 

[motel rooms]

No, I'm not. But you did not make that distinction in the now deleted thread where you called me judgmental. How was I supposed to know you weren't talking about me?

I mentioned his fucking username, are you insane? Why would I call a gay man a homophobe?

 

[Red Scare]

I mentioned his fucking username, are you insane?

Well I can't very well go back and look, but that's not what I remember.

 

[motel rooms]

Well I can't very well go back and look, but that's not what I remember.

Why would I call a gay man a homophobe & say that you, a new member, objected to my posting gifs in threads about sex ages ago??

 

[YourNeighbor]

Good effortpost, shame that people who ought to read this most will just dismiss you off-hand without actually engaging with the content.

Why would anyone here have to "engage" with a shitpost that contains garbage no sane person recognizes as true? It's like writing "the Earth is flat, disprove me with an original proof of an orbital mechanics equation or admit you're wrong."

Also anecdotally fwiw (very little, I am aware) I'm polish myself, and my great-grandmother claimed that life was better under communism.

Was her father a member of the party? What did your other 7 great-grandparents think? What about your 4 grand-parents. Better yet, what city were you born in? I'm claiming bullshit on your claim of being Polish.

This isn't super pertinent, being random anecdote, just debunking the narrative we're all "some clueless American". It saddens me how little a presumably mostly marginalized user base questions mainstream political narratives.

You are clueless if you consider RedScare's nonsense for even a second.

There may not be many Stalinists here, but the handful of them and their apologists do post a lot of garbage.

To OP's question: as you can see from these comments, the answer is a pretty resounding no, no self-described commies here have any experience living in Marxist utopias or know much about their politics.

 

[Fragile]

Good effortpost, shame that people who ought to read this most will just dismiss you off-hand without actually engaging with the content.

It's true that the 100 million number is not a good statistic to quote (the same can be said about "capitalism" killing billions) but I would be very careful with the information that this person brings to these discussions. For starters, this is someone who previously made some laughable claims like "the soviet union invariably made the lives of its citizens better", among other bs about certain genocides never having occurred.

 

[Red Scare]

Why would I call a gay man a homophobe & say that you, a new member, objected to my posting gifs in threads about sex ages ago??

No idea. That's why I thought it was bizarre, or that maybe you were mistaking me for someone else. If I made a mistake, I apologize. But it does seem like you have it out for me for some reason.

Maybe it's because I once said I have never seen polyamorous or open relationships work, citing that as my reason for never wanting to be in one? Maybe it's because I am an unabashed communist? Or is it because I questioned whether people younger than 25 are in a position to make a fully informed decision about ending their lives before their brain is fully developed? Or because I have asked people on here if they have fully thought out their decision to want to end their life?

I don't know. But you have gone into other threads now to call me judgmental, a stalinist, etc. which to me is just weird unless you have some personal reason to dislike me? Again, if I am mistaken then I apologize.

Why would anyone here have to "engage" with a shitpost that contains garbage no sane person recognizes as true? It's like writing "the Earth is flat, disprove me with an original proof of an orbital mechanics equation or admit you're wrong."

Was her father a member of the party? What did your other 7 great-grandparents think? What about your 4 grand-parents. Better yet, what city were you born in? I'm claiming bullshit on your claim of being Polish.

You are clueless if you consider RedScare's nonsense for even a second.

There may not be many Stalinists here, but the handful of them and their apologists do post a lot of garbage.

To OP's question: as you can see from these comments, the answer is a pretty resounding no, no self-described commies here have any experience living in Marxist utopias or know much about their politics.

Instead of insulting people, why don't you tell me exactly what I said that is not factual, and provide sources for those claims?

What I wrote are not controversial statements. They are generally accepted by most historians as true.

It's true that the 100 million number is not a good statistic to quote (the same can be said about "capitalism" killing billions) but I would be very careful with the information that this person brings to these discussions. For starters, this is someone who previously made some laughable claims like "the soviet union invariably made the lives of its citizens better", among other bs about certain genocides never having occurred.

As I wrote in my post above: Life expectancy in Imperial Russia shortly before the Bolsheviks seized power was in the early 30s. By the time Stalin died, life expectancy in the Soviet Union was in the mid 60s, higher than the USA during that time. People were provided with healthcare, housing, etc. when they previously had none. In 40 years they went from being a pre-industrial society to having public universities, a public healthcare, and a space program that easily rivaled NASA.

What genocide have I denied? You are a liar.

It was actually you who denied the banana massacre or that tens of thousands have been killed by US backed right wing paramilitaries in Colombia. Nothing I have written here is false. It is all fact, backed up by history.

It's not a good sign for you when you have to insult and lie about people. It means you have nothing of value to say. Why would anyone armed with facts that can prove me wrong resort to acting like a child on the playground?

 

[Oblivion Access]

Why would anyone here have to "engage" with a shitpost that contains garbage no sane person recognizes as true? It's like writing "the Earth is flat, disprove me with an original proof of an orbital mechanics equation or admit you're wrong."

Was her father a member of the party? What did your other 7 great-grandparents think? What about your 4 grand-parents. Better yet, what city were you born in? I'm claiming bullshit on your claim of being Polish.

You are clueless if you consider RedScare's nonsense for even a second.

There may not be many Stalinists here, but the handful of them and their apologists do post a lot of garbage.

To OP's question: as you can see from these comments, the answer is a pretty resounding no, no self-described commies here have any experience living in Marxist utopias or know much about their politics.

What do you want, my passport? Give me a break. No idea as to her father's party allegiance but I doubt it, they lived in a rural area iirc. Unfortunately I haven't much data on great grandparents given a) they are all dead now b) all our interactions were around or before I was 9 so I wasn't exactly questioning them thoroughly on their experiences of communism. I don't talk to any of my living grandparents. Was born in Biała Podlaska but mostly lived in Kraków. I don't see why I would lie about any of this, given, like I mentioned, this is all anecdotal and therefore of as much (or as little) value as any other anecdote. Comparing critical support of communist states to flat earth is simply disingenuous. I find it curious how ardent defenders of capitalism don't face such scrutiny.

Where are these handful of Stalinists, and their apologists? Can you name them? I think it's been sufficiently established that Red Scare isn't one, so I'd like to see who they are.

 

[Fragile]

What genocide have I denied? You are a liar.

It was actually you who denied the banana massacre or that tens of thousands have been killed by US backed right wing paramilitaries in Colombia. Nothing I have written here is false. It is all fact, backed up by history.

It's not a good sign for you when you have to insult and lie about people. It means you have nothing of value to say. Why would anyone armed with facts that can prove me wrong resort to acting like a child on the playground?

I think I remember arguing with you that the holodomor happened, and if I'm not mistaken, it was you and other active commies who denied it being man-made. To be fair, so many threads have been deleted lately about this discussion, it could've been the other one. Although I'm sure that you have a very pro-soviet take about it.

And no, I didn't denied the banana's massacre, the event that is taught very early in our childhood here in my country. But I wonder, what made you say that?

 

[Weebster]

Stop denigrating something that is better than capitalism.

 

[motel rooms]

Bruv, with all due respect, I doubt anyone involved hates you or cares enough to feel so strongly about you anyway. You're bringing up people's personal lives as if they are at all relevant to the matter at hand and then play the I'm a victim and everyone hates me card. I'm all too familiar with the allure of that maneuver but if you're looking in from outside you recognize it's not a good look. If starting emotionally charged arguments with ppl online is bad for your health it's your job to not do that, as I doubt you (or any of us really) get much out of this.

Please don't patronize me. No, not everyone who disagreed with me in this thread hates me & I didn't say so. Only Chinaski hates me; he loathes me. You know nothing about the history of our conflict. You're unable to read the subtext. I wasn't expecting to have such a reaction & end up literally vomiting.

This has nothing to do with me winning a stupid argument & everything to do with a man who was temporarily banned for being verbally abusive repeatedly trying to assassinate my character because he's decided I'm the fucking Devil & it makes him feel good to fuck with me, a guy who was savagely sexually abused & starved for ten years by his own deranged father, which he obviously thinks I'm making up.

I feel like a fucking idiot for letting him know just how much he got to me, this is humiliating. I know he's celebrating his fucking victory: the detestable Italian faggot/attention whore has finally lost it & is throwing up & throwing a hissy fit Sorry if being driven insane on a fucking suicide forum isn't a good look, btw. Look away if it disgusts you & you think it's manipulative

Fucking merciless sadist who cant get over the fact that I objected to him vulgarly attacking other members fucking months ago & that I sent someone a link to that thread. Obnoxiously arrogant "British gentleman" calling me a misogynist just because I'm not interested in having pointless fights with incels & I had an argument with a self-admitted man-hater. Saying "I have no position, no underpinning principle and no courage in any conviction." Despicably pompous, self-righteous ass with an ego the size of a fucking planet. Who the FUCK does he think he is?

I wish the mods would formally forbid us to interact with each other. I know for a fact they do that sometimes. @A Hole @Meretlein @RainAndSadness

 

[Weebster]

Can you prove that?

JFC, I can't believe you hate me this much. You're convinced I'm a fucking demon, a slimy piece of shit, & you can't stand the fact that other members don't see through me. I bet you think I'm lying about being a survivor of incest & that I'm being disgustingly manipulative when I talk about suffering from C-PTSD. I bet you think I'm an egomaniacal creep who fakes empathy just to get fucking likes. Do you think I'm unable to leave this forum because I'm happy? Are you jealous of me because I have nightmares & flashbacks of abuse every single day & I'm married to another traumatized man, an alcoholic sex worker? What the fuck do you want from me? Why can't we just ignore each other? I haven't felt this despised & creeped out by another member since this heartless homophobic sadist attacked me:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/receiving-triggering-pms.75393/

Why are people like that? I have someone irl who's like that with me. Confusing and fucking irritating

 

[motel rooms]

Why are people like that? I have someone irl who's like that with me. Confusing and fucking irritating

Because he's suffering & he thinks it's OK to ease his pain by hurting someone he's decided is lying about suffering too. He called me sly & manipulative, he thinks I'm a slimy Italian asshole who's made up a sob story about being an incest survivor just to play an obnoxious superstar on a suicide forum. He thinks I'm happy because I cope with my C-PTSD & sexual compulsivity disorder by making purposely juvenile jokes about gay sex.

 

[motel rooms]

@Chinaski
I hope you suffer as much as me. I never lied about my childhood. I hope you feel the kind of emotional & physical pain I feel when I'm having daily flashbacks & nightmares about being anally raped & beaten by my father as a little boy. I don't know what you need N for; why don't you just bite down on your tongue & inject yourself with your own venom?

Please report this comment so I'm banned & forced to leave this fucking place where too many heartless sadists such as yourself get away with taking their frustrations out on vulnerable people.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Communism was debunked and put into the dustbin of history more than 30 years ago. The main reason it was defeated is that communism is the ideology of sexually unsuccessful men - compare Soviet birth rates to US birth rates . There are actually studies around this that show men who are communistic tend to be physically weak and unattractive to women



Today we have a bigger threat in many countries from irrational mostly right wing conspiracy ideology for example idiots that think a microchip is in the Covid vaccine.