Method A New Hope?

[Senaphin]

Walked my dumb ass walked halfway across the city just to get to the bridge and realize I couldn't handle the fear of falling to my death. But when I got back home, I realized that I have an entire pill bottle full of acetaminophen, another one full of ibuprofen, and another bottle that has four cyclobenzaprine tablets left in it from when I threw my back out. Now, I've heard horror stories of people hallucinating or feeling violently ill when they take pills to ctb, but I'm thinking that I should maybe take two of the muscle relaxants and a bunch of the pain pills so I can't feel anything, and wait for myself to go numb. Then, when I can't feel anything, I can grab a kitchen knife and slit my wrists vertically, and then take the rest of the pills so I really bring it home.

I know you're supposed to fill the bathtub with water and sit in it before you ctb, but I don't want to do that to my roommates, especially considering that I'm going to ctb without paying rent. Is there anything wrong with this method? I really don't want to have to deal with living anymore since it's nothing but a series of pointless and unrewarding chores. Any help/feedback would be appreciated.