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IntelligentLeg

IntelligentLeg

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Nov 6, 2022
76
I shouldn't be here
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,653
20g not 20mg
 
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LookingOverTheEdge

LookingOverTheEdge

Hello Darkness my old friend
Jul 13, 2020
355
I shouldn't be here
I feel the exact same. It's been three weeks for me, and every day I think it should have been a done deal at that point, the time was right. Nothing has happened in those three weeks to make me feel any differently.
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
Maybe it was the brand? I think there's a certain brand of SN that people fail at here
 
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almostoutofhere

almostoutofhere

Living in the past
Dec 27, 2022
163
Maybe it was the brand? I think there's a certain brand of SN that people fail at here
That's why I went with IC. Little bit pricier, but success rates seem higher. I'd rather pay extra than not being sure of what I'm taking
 
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IWantPeace99

Member
Dec 21, 2022
10
I just really dont understand that this can happen. You are literally flooding your system with SN. How is it possible to survive that? Maybe you blacked out and puked it all out or something, but having 20g of SN in your system and surviving without intervention. Damn.
 
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peacetime

Student
Dec 27, 2022
114
I shouldn't be here
What happened exactly? I assume you meant 20g.
Can you tell us step by step what happened, so that we can learn and avoid some potential point of failure. Thank you and I wish you better luck in the future if you do it.
 
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Jadzia

Name is from Star Trek. I'm not from E. Europe
May 8, 2019
405
I just really dont understand that this can happen. You are literally flooding your system with SN. How is it possible to survive that? Maybe you blacked out and puked it all out or something, but having 20g of SN in your system and surviving without intervention. Damn.
You need to read her previous posts that are full of inconsistencies and she didn't follow the protocol
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,737
It sounds so awful to me going through a failed attempt, that is what I fear. It's quite terrifying how if not done correctly methods can go wrong, but anyway best of luck.
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
@IntelligentLeg did you use tap water or bottled water? In some places (especially the US) tap water may be very acidic, (ph can be as low as 4,) and could change the nitrite to nitrate. Something to consider perhaps?

 
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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
189
You need to read her previous posts that are full of inconsistencies and she didn't follow the protocol
are you done shaming op in every post she makes?
you literally tell her everytime she comments how she did everything wrong and how inconsistent her documentation of her attempt was
making assumptions about her attempt based on little information she made in a distressed state and acting like you were right there
no wonder people are afraid to talk about their failed attempt when everytime someone opens up they get attacked rigorously and called names
are you aware that what you doing is bullying?
you know NOTHING about what op went through or did or didnt do because you were not fucking there!!!
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
Just lounge around and have a lazy day. Let the time pass you quickly and then tomorrow is here. It's already the 10th of January. 10 days have passed since new year. Let time drift over you.
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
382
Just lounge around and have a lazy day. Let the time pass you quickly and then tomorrow is here. It's already the 10th of January. 10 days have passed since new year. Let time drift over you.

The passage of time terrifies me. That means the (more distant) future is coming and my life will become infinitely worse.
 

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