Venting a cry for help

[dreadingthesharpnel]

I can't keep living

whatever I do to try and get people out of their apathetic life meanwhile others are dying is met by mockery and ridicule. I'm so sick of this. I don't want to be apathetic, I don't want to live in hell. maybe I'm too naive and stupid for my country, for this world. I feel like there's no hope if everyone just keeps sitting and doing nothing, and there's no way to make anyone keep moving - so what's the point in moving myself? what's the point with the false hope? I have my own share of personal problems - grief, mental disorders and lack of anyone who would actually, deeply love me.
I'm on the edge (metaphorically, for now) and I cannot seem to find anything that will make me lust for life. please say something, ANYTHING that will make my life worth living. please.

 

[brokenspirited]

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did I post this in the wrong thread or are you giving me resources? I don't understand.
maybe I should CTB at this point

 

[brokenspirited]

did I post this in the wrong thread or are you giving me resources? I don't understand.
maybe I should CTB at this point

I provided two resources. One is for CTB. The other is for Peer Support. I'm not here to advocate for any particular course of action, just sharing relevant information.

 

[csdfghjjk_user]

I can't keep living

whatever I do to try and get people out of their apathetic life meanwhile others are dying is met by mockery and ridicule. I'm so sick of this. I don't want to be apathetic, I don't want to live in hell. maybe I'm too naive and stupid for my country, for this world. I feel like there's no hope if everyone just keeps sitting and doing nothing, and there's no way to make anyone keep moving - so what's the point in moving myself? what's the point with the false hope? I have my own share of personal problems - grief, mental disorders and lack of anyone who would actually, deeply love me.
I'm on the edge (metaphorically, for now) and I cannot seem to find anything that will make me lust for life. please say something, ANYTHING that will make my life worth living. please.

You seem in a tough spot, I am open to chat with you. Where are u currently living? Is there a local charity, something where u can help out or give to the community which could occupy and redirect your thoughts a little bit?

 

[YarXn]

You're suffering from too much empathy. You can't contain the world's suffering. You need to close your heart to these things first. Ignore or become apathetic for your own good. Then, see what kind of temporary pleasure you can find (Hopefully something healthy) and try to embrace moral hedonism.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm not sure it's possible to find a few words to make someone's entire life seem worthwhile. Otherwise, therapists would be doing a far better job.

It's also hard to come up with random heart warming stories without knowing a person's interests. What might seem a caring act to me, may come across differently to you.

I suppose I tend to even wonder whether people can 'save' one another. They can certainly care and many people on this forum do care but, I tend to think meaningful change has to happen within.

What is it you're trying to get these 'apathetic' people to do? I'm sure it's well intentioned but again- we can't always change people. You seem frustrated that you can't reach a goal- what goal is it, may I ask?

 

[AuraByte]

You have a good heart, OP. And I understand how it is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply.

Please stick around. We need you.

 

[TBONTB]

Well, you have a lot of empathy, and you see an enormous amount of the world's pain. I don't think any of us can solve with a short chat.

But here's the thing. I believe for mental survival we have to think smaller. Focus on yourself, your immediate circle. See the good in a conversation, or a dog you pet while out and about, or a neighbors rose bush. Take care of yourself, and find an individual you can treat with kindness. That's what I would say to make a person feel better.

Hope you get relief