Venting a BIG fucking JOKE!! vent hahahahahaha

[pretzelsandballoons]

i just got off the phone with a helpline. i want a hug so bad, i want to be crushed. but ofc i want more than that. there's nothing wrong with inspiring each other to live, step by step, right? i've had several shots of vodka , i wouldn't say this sober. like fuck it, let me just meet up with someone. i dont care anymore. i mean, ofc i fricking care, im human, but i just care wrong. im disgusting. like maybe ofc im supposed to feel this lonely when ctb' ig but fuck it hurts. im weak and i can't take this. i was supposed to be fucking dead already. everything's mixed up and the least i could is just fucking kill myself already. fucking dumb moron. what a joke

don't stop me now, im having such a good time, im having a ball

 

[SnakesButNoLadder]

cut down on the alcohol and hug your neighbours cat bro, that'll fix it

 

[Wojaczek]

i wanna fucking kill myself!!!

 

[pretzelsandballoons]

cut down on the alcohol and hug your neighbours cat bro, that'll fix it

i need the alcohol and our neighbour's cat hasn't visited us in a while

when she visits us again, I'll b sad n hug her. i missed her so much

but in the end, it all just goes away

i think i just need to vent on how i can't do this, i can't kill myself
yk, b dramatic, then kill myself

mayhaps talk to myself to death

i've already cried and listened to music, talked to someone

im telling myself that this is just a bad day, maybe ill just postpone my ctb date

i never listen then i forget, i forget, i dont listen

i dont know why im doing things anymore

perhaps this is all just a joke
and the jokes over, im dead

screw this, screw me

i wanna fucking kill myself!!!

same, srry to hear that

thanku for giving me company that one time, im drunk again :>>>>

i wanna fucking kill myself!!!

i hope u find the peace you need, wojaczek <3

edit: I CAN'T SPELL KILL YOURSELD ALREQDY HARPER CHRIST ALMOGHTY

 

[Wojaczek]

same, srry to hear that

thanku for giving me company that one time, im drunk again :>>>>
i hope u find the peace you need, wojaczek <3

edit: I CAN'T SPELL KILL YOURSELD ALREQDY HARPER CHRIST ALMOGHTY

thanks, u too.

wish i could also drink rn.

 

[pretzelsandballoons]

thanks, u too.

wish i could also drink rn.

ofc, n thanku :]

soooooonnnn ! if u gotta drink that is . if u are, drink responsibly