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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
585
Every day I feel more useles and worthless and worse overall, I keep wishing I planned it to happen sooner, my mother is very overprotective, what's an excuse I can use for going to the city alone? I'm of age I just worry she'd somehow stop me if my reason isn't believable enough
(My plan is to jump off a 15 story building + overdose on Quietapine, I just need an excuse to go alone)
 
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interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
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it really depends on your environment. is meeting up with a friend or maybe a job offer something that's believable?
 
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Arcanist
Apr 4, 2026
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You always just leave and turn your phone off if you don't want to be bothered. Temporarily block the number or something.

I definitely support you gaining independence from your mother though, since you're an adult.
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
585
it really depends on your environment. is meeting up with a friend or maybe a job offer something that's believable?
I don't have any friends, and no job options, so I'm not sure
You always just leave and turn your phone off if you don't want to be bothered. Temporarily block the number or something.

I definitely support you gaining independence from your mother though, since you're an adult.
Thank you, I think I'll do that, I'm planning to go out just to ctb and be done with
 
shibby

shibby

if nb said this, i love u
Sep 9, 2023
30
atp, i dont think u need an excuse, js leave without informing her. what is she going to do when u ctb, yell at you? she cant. js leave quietly without her knowing
 
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