CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
With treatment off the cards with the NHS, my family have banded together to push for a referal to a private inpatient unit. It specialises in rehabilitating difficult to place BPD patients and is a 12 month intensive DBT treatment where you pretty much eat, sleep and breathe DBT for a year. It's all pretty overwhelming to me but everyone's telling me this is my last opportunity at recovery. And I agree because if I stayed in hospital for a year and didn't come out the most mentally stable person in England I think I'd probably CTB then and there.
Anyway, does this sound like something I should go for? It's intense and I'd probably never have the opportunity for something like this again. It could potentially be the thing that saves me. But on the other hand it's a huge commitment, a long time to be separated from my daughter and it means going back into a psych ward which I hated so much in the past.
Anyway, does this sound like something I should go for? It's intense and I'd probably never have the opportunity for something like this again. It could potentially be the thing that saves me. But on the other hand it's a huge commitment, a long time to be separated from my daughter and it means going back into a psych ward which I hated so much in the past.