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Suicide Discussion

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Help Weighing my options and need your opinion/advice
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3
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415
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Venting I don’t know what to feel
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2
Views
521
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
KillingPain267
Venting At night I fantasize about inhaling argon, helium or nitrogen
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3
Views
357
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
KillingPain267
Venting It makes no sense objectively that I continue living
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5
Views
553
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Why
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7
Views
905
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
R
I feel like an abandoned person.
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0
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233
RedFlag
R
FireFox
What does a codeine overdose feel like ?
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25
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2K
Defenestration
Defenestration
A
Story A 18 year old killed herself because of academic pressure.
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26
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2K
Davey36000
Davey36000
S
Quetiapine overdose
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6
Views
709
SadGirl32
S
rosepanda
Discussion Shifting from one extreme to another?
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8
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516
Ash
Ash
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Help CTB in Chain hotel room: since hotel can only receive payment after checkout time, who will pay the accomodation expense when im found dead?
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11
Views
927
MyTimeIsUp
M
KillingPain267
Venting I was the happiest kid in the late 90s, early 00's
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2
Views
278
Defenestration
Defenestration
S
Giving up becomes self-fulfilling
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6
Views
389
Buh-bye!
B
A
Perfect Knot
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1
Views
316
Buh-bye!
B
Gl1tch3d G1rl
  • Question
Is it possible to do partial hanging with clothes and no anchor points?
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3
Views
582
Praestat_Mori
P
Draconis
Venting Changing the mind and the time for CTB?
Replies
7
Views
391
rosepanda
rosepanda
FERAL_FRENZY
  • Locked
Help Female-Only Forum?
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71
Views
5K
Ash
Ash
A
Ukraine suicide/assisted death tourism
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3
Views
553
awaitingdeath
A
MisterOGBongWater
accepting it
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5
Views
378
MisterOGBongWater
MisterOGBongWater
MisterOGBongWater
Suffer
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0
Views
265
MisterOGBongWater
MisterOGBongWater
D
Hopefully Ill be successful tonight. Partial hanging
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3
Views
628
Buh-bye!
B
ninfanatic
Story Does anyone feel like dead is what you're supposed to be?
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10
Views
1K
lostintheloop
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B
How much Midol is leathal?
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1
Views
328
Cinnamorolls
Cinnamorolls
TakeMeBack07
Feeling so defeated as a sub5 male.
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8
Views
684
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
B
Venting vent ( ignore please, i'm sorry )
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4
Views
608
Buh-bye!
B
I
I'm worried the sn method might not work
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8
Views
2K
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
pthnrdnojvsc
Venting They have taken away everyone's ability to escape extreme pain
Replies
14
Views
927
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
FuneralCry
Venting Suicide would be self care for me as it’s the one escape from an existence so evil
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1
Views
435
Daryl72
D
bunny_brownie9
is ctb in a hotel selfish?
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35
Views
2K
HelpDoesNotExist
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H
Venting Too much pain
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1
Views
540
Daryl72
D
CatLove56
You ever feel like a pathetic human?
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14
Views
724
frost_
F
M
Planning to order SN in India
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26
Views
2K
kvsvenky100
K
A
Help getting pipe cleaner from Poland
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17
Views
1K
frost_
F
CrazyDiamond04
Venting I’m ashamed of who I am
Replies
3
Views
444
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
sugarb
  • Question
Help Gun as a birthday present?
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11
Views
741
sugarb
sugarb
R
In which countries pentobarbital is allowed?
Replies
0
Views
378
RedFlag
R
The Disqualified
Venting They are gonna kill me
Replies
5
Views
614
msmane
M
W
My doctor gave me benzos. Now what?
Replies
6
Views
907
smaragdyne
smaragdyne
homesoon.
Help Deceiving everyone to be left alone for cbting
Replies
10
Views
832
smaragdyne
smaragdyne
peerlesscucumber
Venting I'm not suicidal, I just don't want to live
Replies
3
Views
705
peerlesscucumber
peerlesscucumber
U
Suicide... parent and their adult child.
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3
Views
431
3/4Dead
3/4Dead
ijustwishtodie
Venting How do normies have so much effort and energy to do things?
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17
Views
1K
enduringwinter
enduringwinter
everythingblack
Venting How do we even remotely expect people to escape the cycle when we shun those who try?
Replies
6
Views
801
sos
sos
Elle
Suicidal
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5
Views
373
Elle
Elle
S
Story Hotlines are good but not perfect
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5
Views
562
Stinger4771
S
rj3542
Help How to face those who love you
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1
Views
598
sugarb
sugarb
The Disqualified
Venting Suicide: the only true way out
Replies
16
Views
2K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
A
I can't even self harm, how am i supposed to beat SI?
Replies
13
Views
876
Placo
Placo
K_K
Venting sick and tired of my sister taking away my razor blades.
Replies
4
Views
581
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Not A Fan
Venting the status of homeless people in the US, and in defense of CTB as a means of staying off the streets
Replies
14
Views
991
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
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