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Suicide Discussion

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The Disqualified
Venting Suicide: the only true way out
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16
Views
2K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
A
I can't even self harm, how am i supposed to beat SI?
Replies
13
Views
876
Placo
Placo
K_K
Venting sick and tired of my sister taking away my razor blades.
Replies
4
Views
581
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Not A Fan
Venting the status of homeless people in the US, and in defense of CTB as a means of staying off the streets
Replies
14
Views
991
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
L
Deserving to die...
Replies
8
Views
631
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
AmericanMary
Review/critique SN regiment?
Replies
16
Views
1K
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
S
Venting The sun sets, I am scared
Replies
2
Views
518
solenoid
S
dead-raven
Venting they won't understand and they never will, so it's best i ctb.
Replies
8
Views
983
executioner1983
executioner1983
wildflowers1996
Benzos
Replies
1
Views
333
smaragdyne
smaragdyne
E
SN way out in Spain
Replies
0
Views
292
Erring
E
sanction
CTB by not drinking water (just wait 3-5 days only)
Replies
33
Views
3K
Daxter777
Daxter777
N
Is two hour window enough for SN to do the job before being discovered?
Replies
2
Views
361
Need2Leave
N
suicidalcatlady
Propranolol or trazadone for SN
Replies
1
Views
385
EternalSummer
EternalSummer
H
How to drink as much as possible witbout puking
Replies
2
Views
321
HelpDoesNotExist
H
K
Venting about multiple things
Replies
0
Views
371
Kalista
K
CatLove56
Hanging myself sounds good
Replies
9
Views
752
doneforlife
D
B
Venting "Don't worry, be happy", "Just think positive" and other useless advice
Replies
7
Views
658
AppleTreeDog
AppleTreeDog
C
How to keep N stable
Replies
0
Views
310
catnowmeowmeow
C
violetviolence
  • Question
welfare checks in the EU?
Replies
14
Views
1K
Unspoken7612
U
R
Discussion Signed my Will today (it's getting closer)
Replies
2
Views
348
Ligottian
L
Felodese
  • Poll
What doesn't kill you...
Replies
9
Views
522
Ligottian
L
SyrupForBlood
Venting Maladaptive Daydreaming
Replies
17
Views
1K
Buffy
Buffy
Darkover
Venting i wouldn't live out my misery here i would just leave every time this place didn't look after me
Replies
2
Views
466
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sserafim
Venting I hate being able to feel pain
Replies
4
Views
470
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
AppleTreeDog
Venting I'm only living for my dog
Replies
8
Views
621
F@#$
F
wljourney
Venting When my dog goes, I go.
Replies
25
Views
1K
LONE WOLF.
LONE WOLF.
restingplace
Discussion Does suicidality go away?
Replies
10
Views
510
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Scary body
Replies
2
Views
497
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
amaterasu :-)
Venting Life is an imposition
Replies
1
Views
507
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
KillingPain267
Venting Even if I would get everything I would never be able to recover
Replies
6
Views
505
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting My mom just tried to hang herself.
Replies
1
Views
523
dolemitedrums
D
C
Why is suicide often thought to be based on happiness?
Replies
11
Views
600
let.me.let.go87
let.me.let.go87
outerspaceangel999
Venting 25 days to live
Replies
6
Views
652
outerspaceangel999
outerspaceangel999
let.me.let.go87
DAE?
Replies
0
Views
293
let.me.let.go87
let.me.let.go87
restingplace
Method Contemplating
Replies
1
Views
419
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Stupid_Anon_Offline
Venting I feel like shit
Replies
1
Views
300
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Discussion Whats the best time to CTB
Replies
2
Views
500
Praestat_Mori
P
S
Realistically
Replies
3
Views
396
slit
S
-nobodyknows-
  • Poll
Help Isolating before ctb - yay or nay?
Replies
5
Views
364
rozeske
R
onelastcall
Method I am thinking of going to Beachy Head and jump. Near the lighthouse is the highest point I believe. What are the chances of survival?
Replies
4
Views
974
Little_Suzy
Little_Suzy
I
Can I use multiple testing strips in a cup for testing sn?
Replies
5
Views
521
Praestat_Mori
P
sadidiot0328
Discussion Do you guys hide your depression from other people in your life
Replies
22
Views
727
untothedepths
untothedepths
Darkover
Venting Life is punishment. If you bring another person to this hell you have no heart or no brain or nither.
Replies
77
Views
5K
ge0rge
ge0rge
A
Help Advice on drugs
Replies
2
Views
618
apple2024
A
lacustra
Story I didn't want to die
Replies
2
Views
965
reallysleepy
reallysleepy
bigworm
  • Question
Help Help with CTB via train
Replies
18
Views
1K
outerspaceangel999
outerspaceangel999
restingplace
Venting Im empty
Replies
0
Views
289
restingplace
restingplace
D
Hypothetically
Replies
13
Views
786
zombiegirl
zombiegirl
strawberrydino
Discussion overly intrusive thoughts getting worse?
Replies
4
Views
727
SyrupForBlood
SyrupForBlood
Kali_Yuga13
Watching hospice videos has lessened my fear of death
Replies
12
Views
961
Disappointered
Disappointered
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