Is it worth it?

[Nowhereinparticular]

I've been dealing with a severe chronic illness for about five years now. I've kept holding out hope that I could somehow heal from it. At first, ctb brought some comfort but now I'm not so comforted. I don't think I can pull this off on my own. My illness is quite limiting. I really wanted to recover but every day gets worse. Every day I see everyone living life around me. With that I have concluded ctb will probably be my solution. It's only natural to want to recover and being relatively young it's extra paramount to hope some solution would present itself. But it hasn't. It's only wishful thinking.

Does anyone know how extensive medical records need to be for MAID?

Is there anyone with knowledge about MAID that would be willing to chat privately?