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seasons4changing

seasons4changing

Member
Nov 3, 2024
75
I can laugh. Nothing is real. Nothing matters. This journey is a long horrible dream. I can laugh 😂 my life can't be real. Too much crap too much pain too much disasters . I hate my life. Just want to go out asap. I'm done with everyone and everything .
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
This is how I'm approaching it in all seriousness. 😭 Straight up thought maybe some entity in the "real" world was conspiring against me or something at this point like some humans are just chosen to suffer in ultra specific ways
 
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seasons4changing

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Nov 3, 2024
75
This is how I'm approaching it in all seriousness. 😭 Straight up thought maybe some entity in the "real" world was conspiring against me or something at this point like some humans are just chosen to suffer in ultra specific ways
Yeah this has to be all a big ass joke and some of us are the punch line. Screw this tho I'm gonna exit soon and they can screw themselves .
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,234
I think we are in a broken simulation..... 😭
 
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seasons4changing

Member
Nov 3, 2024
75
I think we are in a broken simulation..... 😭
Most likely. I get layered dreams it's terrible I never know what's real or what's not. I can laugh and laugh 😂 this is so ridiculous having to live life like this
 
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pariah80

Arcanist
Aug 12, 2024
404
I feel the exact same way. This has to be some kind of broken game or simulation. Too many concentrated things have happened to me to just consider them coincidence. Someone, or something, is doing this. Fuck this game/simulation/hellworld/shit hole.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,085
I just wish to be gone as well, I hope you find the freedom you are looking for.
 
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Animaniax

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Nov 25, 2024
20
Feel that too
 
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thereisnoone

It’s getting cold
Mar 26, 2024
352
I feel the exact same way. This has to be some kind of broken game or simulation. Too many concentrated things have happened to me to just consider them coincidence. Someone, or something, is doing this. Fuck this game/simulation/hellworld/shit hole.
Honestly Ive felt this, certain things tend to happen alot to myself, patterns on patterns on patterns, and this long drawn out torture even. Makes me think and think and loops in a way that seems so out of reach. Like im chasing after something that is hurting me, not the other way around
 
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Animaniax

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Nov 25, 2024
20
Maybe it's evidence that we're meant to leave soon. Like we're being summoned back
 
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opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
completely relate to this. life feels like the truman show sometimes.
 
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SpencerSees

SpencerSees

I want to swim until my arms give out 🍀
Feb 22, 2023
149
THIS IS TRUE, I'm sure of it! Someone is playing the cruelest joke on us all, because they can. It's a little funny if you think about it
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Unfortunately it's real. And it's immensely painful too
 
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