• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
U
Venting I can be so close to CTBing but everything gets in the way
Replies
0
Views
451
Underdepth
U
anchored_astronaut
Venting "It's just a bad day, not a bad life!"
Replies
6
Views
950
DoNotLet2
DoNotLet2
imstillhungry
People who’ve attempted before, did you have a near death experience?
Replies
4
Views
988
SoupSnakes
SoupSnakes
D
I want my death to help others
Replies
10
Views
2K
Dazedandconfused32
Dazedandconfused32
zherhk
Help Someone good at writing to help me write a letter to my mom
Replies
4
Views
676
Moon Flower
M
R
Help Need to leave tonight. Compression Experiences please
Replies
0
Views
722
Ruinedmylif
R
Death Standing
How will Nicotine poisoning affect me on the way out?
Replies
20
Views
1K
jgm63
J
F
Heroin OD ?
Replies
17
Views
1K
fficiallyjawshh
F
J
N arrived
Replies
2
Views
781
DepressionsAHo
DepressionsAHo
R
Need clarity regarding SN
Replies
2
Views
891
Rohit
R
D
this forum is all i have now
Replies
32
Views
2K
Deleted member 1465
D
U
Venting Afraid of going out Alone
Replies
7
Views
998
Deleted member 1465
D
S
What is the typical regimen for SN?
Replies
6
Views
841
crea_the_hopeless
crea_the_hopeless
R
NaNO2 and Anti-emetic not enough?
Replies
2
Views
1K
6ixxy
6ixxy
LuzurPhagget
How are your conversation skills?
Replies
38
Views
3K
mediocre
M
socrates
How do I ask my doctor for an Antiemetic
Replies
6
Views
860
Morphosis
Morphosis
Death Standing
Guidance on what I should leave behind for those I care about/care about me after I attempt this time
Replies
16
Views
1K
Death Standing
Death Standing
C_F
Suicide in my dreams
Replies
8
Views
912
NeCkDeEp
NeCkDeEp
BridgeJumper
Venting Tried to jump again, so sick of this shit. Checking myself into treatment
Replies
1
Views
833
BPD Barbie
BPD Barbie
R
Help for hanging
Replies
2
Views
1K
Rohit
R
56709
Venting I want to CBT because I can't support myself but I have to become self-sufficient before I can do it...
Replies
3
Views
743
Moonicide
Moonicide
imstillhungry
Being told ‘don’t kill yourself, you’ll go to hell’
Replies
45
Views
3K
mathieu
mathieu
No One
I'm afraid to do it now
Replies
5
Views
924
Trisolaris
Trisolaris
Malletboy
Venting Fighting Myself
Replies
2
Views
693
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
B
Help Can anyone help me get fentanyl laced xanax?
Replies
13
Views
2K
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
a.n.kirillov
N to Germany/ Netherlands/ Europe safe as of now?
Replies
9
Views
2K
a.n.kirillov
a.n.kirillov
A
Anyone here have experience with Xanax?
Replies
32
Views
3K
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
L
Venting Considering Taking My Life
Replies
2
Views
813
notjustyetagain
notjustyetagain
Oblivion
Suicide in Egypt caught on camera
Replies
10
Views
2K
DepressionsAHo
DepressionsAHo
B
Method that will send you not he hospital but may not kill you?
Replies
22
Views
2K
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
ReneeSuicideAccount
Method Exsanguination
Replies
15
Views
2K
NitriteAnatomy
NitriteAnatomy
T
Suicide is OK (Video)
Replies
1
Views
913
C_F
C_F
S
OD by H.
Replies
2
Views
662
mathieu
mathieu
S
Ordered SN
Replies
7
Views
1K
Arvind
A
OneBigBlur
How to buy drugs to feel happy once before I ctb?
Replies
8
Views
1K
ForeverDefective
F
Postone
Jumping-Does drinking help that much with SI?
Replies
0
Views
573
Postone
Postone
D
checklist
Replies
8
Views
1K
Mizzmini45
M
Stan
  • Locked
Not being found - Aftermath
Replies
23
Views
2K
SpanishLullaby
S
Malletboy
Resource Exsanguination
Replies
2
Views
2K
Dark and alone
Dark and alone
reapandsow918
How to CTB when being watched
Replies
1
Views
684
Fragile
Fragile
CyanideSoup
Help How do I ctb when I'm always been watched?
Replies
5
Views
1K
reapandsow918
reapandsow918
ALittleBurden
Method My full suspension plan
Replies
22
Views
2K
Johanna94
Johanna94
P
What are your thoughts on hanging while drunk?
Replies
4
Views
907
howard
howard
M
Venting Why must she hate me?
Replies
2
Views
753
Miserable
M
B
Help Chocolate and SN
Replies
11
Views
2K
Stan
Stan
PrincessInWhite
C-PTSD/BPD- will life ever be worth living?
Replies
14
Views
1K
Elias
E
M
Venting Too sick for SN
Replies
7
Views
1K
Moony21
Moony21
crea_the_hopeless
Venting Running away from problems.
Replies
7
Views
830
crea_the_hopeless
crea_the_hopeless
littlemistake
Help 14g of Escitalopram
Replies
4
Views
760
SoupSnakes
SoupSnakes
Unikko
Have to do it today
Replies
16
Views
2K
Time
Time
You must log in or register to post here.
Top Bottom