Hoping things will get better. For me it's financial mainly, and I'm too old to be taken seriously for most jobs (have run own business for years, it's now fucked because of my letting it run into ground for 2 years after splitting up with wife).
I thought my luck had changed this month, have 1 job in for £1K, another probably for £700, I thought I had another for £3600 (might still get that but they've gone quiet - they have done this before and ended up using me so fingers crossed), and possibly another job on the horizon for £700-£1K, and some bills to send out next month for c.£750-£900.
If all those had come off that would be c.£5K in one month, then another £1500-£1900 next month.
So far only £1K job is in :(
Also need to find more work for following months - that's why it gets so stressful, I have to do the marketing/call people, find the customers, do the selling, do the invoicing, do the work - ironically if I can get more work in can start subbing some of the time consuming stuff out, which will ease the pressure.
It feels like a recurringly disappointing and gigantic mountain i have to climb.