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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
B
Prone to vomiting
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10
Views
800
NotWhatIExpected
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C
Method Carbon monoxide poisoning
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48
Views
10K
LostAllHope7651
LostAllHope7651
Q
I just don’t want to be here anymore
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8
Views
967
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
SadHam
Venting so tired
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8
Views
709
SuiSqueeze92
SuiSqueeze92
A
Sodium nitrite question
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9
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2K
jgm63
J
N
I'm often afraid that even in little comments on the internet, I'll be too cocky about being pro-suicide and some organization will crush me for it
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13
Views
997
NotWhatIExpected
N
HorribleFeelings1
I need to get through March
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1
Views
513
Broken Chimera
Broken Chimera
A
Ctb date is around the corner
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9
Views
809
asifkhanny12345
A
LostAllHope7651
Sick of getting up everyday and feeling like you have no purpose.....
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7
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1K
LostAllHope7651
LostAllHope7651
Mustkeyknow
Venting Fuck my mom. Tonight is the night.
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19
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2K
rntmss
rntmss
E
Anyone else feel like the world's punching bag?
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22
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1K
Mizzmini45
M
Lady Lazarus 2020
Who is up & what are you doing?
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40
Views
2K
Mooshi
Mooshi
Sour
Intense personality changes
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12
Views
901
notjustyetagain
notjustyetagain
gnomeboy17
Primperan & Rantinine
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5
Views
613
Soul
Soul
P
If SN is out, is amitriptyline the next best option?
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21
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3K
gnomeboy17
gnomeboy17
C
Help with bad thoughts
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0
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473
Cleversusie
C
U
Things don’t get better. It’s a myth.
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46
Views
3K
Emily123
E
Banquo501
I think tonight is the night
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24
Views
2K
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
new life
Method How to keep a secret
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15
Views
2K
new life
new life
B
Resource Survival Instinct is not psychological hangups about CTB
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2
Views
1K
Mr2005
Mr2005
Lilmeowssi
Help How do you know it’s time
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21
Views
1K
Mywill
Mywill
L
bruh I wanna go
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6
Views
781
SettOne1994
S
TheLastSacrifice
Told my father I plan to CTB within 14 days if something doesn't change
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4
Views
1K
TheLastSacrifice
TheLastSacrifice
sadsoul
Venting Inhibited when talking to people
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13
Views
1K
okkkk
okkkk
T
Method I need help with a method
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11
Views
2K
SettOne1994
S
CynicalHopelessness
Story I told my mother, point blank, that I'm going to CTB
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15
Views
2K
TheLastSacrifice
TheLastSacrifice
T
Venting Rejected for therapy
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6
Views
864
Whale_bones
Whale_bones
MsMaudlin
Story Look what's just arrived!
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30
Views
3K
HelensNepenthe
HelensNepenthe
Fallen_From_Grace
Method CTB without vomiting?
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5
Views
1K
littlelady774
littlelady774
HighwayToHell
Venting Tried talking to mum
Replies
1
Views
822
Whitewash11235814
Whitewash11235814
TheLastSacrifice
Told my father I plan to CTB within 14 days if something doesn't change
Replies
0
Views
874
TheLastSacrifice
TheLastSacrifice
aeri
Venting I just should die already-
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4
Views
761
faust
faust
N
What does metoclopramide feel like? Does it cause stomach discomfort like meclizine does?
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40
Views
2K
one4all
one4all
hybridtheory
Help ??
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8
Views
1K
HelensNepenthe
HelensNepenthe
ScornedStoic
Venting I'm so starved for any kind of affection from a girl
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14
Views
2K
BFishy
B
C
thank you
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9
Views
1K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
S
Method Inhaling Deodorant (or any other solvent)
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16
Views
3K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
paroxyical
Help Is it my time yet?
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26
Views
1K
Banquo501
Banquo501
Notabadguy
I'm thinking about CTB, but I I feel ridiculous
Replies
12
Views
858
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
HighwayToHell
Venting Fear of failure
Replies
8
Views
926
HighwayToHell
HighwayToHell
ShadowChild
Partial, Full, Night Night, Whatever
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10
Views
1K
one4all
one4all
PoisonedJuliet
Pointless
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21
Views
1K
Sweet Release
Sweet Release
paroxyical
Help I want to die tonight.
Replies
9
Views
851
faust
faust
Deathbydemo
Hi. New here.
Replies
6
Views
608
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
HorribleFeelings1
“That’s life!” - Goodbye everyone (:
Replies
44
Views
5K
jgm63
J
dontwannadie
Discussion i’m muslim but i wanna ctb
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22
Views
2K
sadgirl2002
sadgirl2002
A
Sn method drinking straws
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7
Views
2K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
Dead beat dad
Venting Sometimes I blink longer than norm
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4
Views
1K
bigtasty
bigtasty
HighwayToHell
SN: 2 day dose or stat?
Replies
15
Views
1K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
G
I’m getting increasingly impulsive
Replies
13
Views
950
Lady Lazarus 2020
Lady Lazarus 2020
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