Discussion What would be your breaking point to ctb immediately?

[XYZ]

If my mental and physical health deteriorated to the point that I could no longer perform basic activities to take care of myself.

I don't ever want to be at the mercy of others.

It's not that I am too proud (although that plays a role too I'm sure) but that I am vermin and I should not infest another human being's life by asking them to take care of me.

 

[Squiddy]

My mother's death.
Hopefully I'll be out of here before that happens. I don't wanna see yet another member of my closest family get old, sick and die, this is too much. I've never asked for any of this shit.

Yup if both my parents died, I'd probably be done. I'd hate to leave my siblings behind, but they have each other

 

[LonelyNick]

My gallbladder bursting. The idea of sitting in the ER for hours with no help makes me want to die

 

[Mr2005]

There is something and whilst I don't expect anyone to understand just know I don't see any way I'll be able to live with it

 

[Panna]

The most terrifying thing for me, would be to lose my memories, not being able to recall my happiest memories, or the things that I loved the most, would be true hell. If I even thought I was going to have that happen to me, I'd jump or i'd induce hypothermia.

 

[Wayfaerer]

If I knew they were on their way to section me.

 

[nerve]

Getting kicked out of my house.

 

[Mr2005]

The most terrifying thing for me, would be to lose my memories, not being able to recall my happiest memories, or the things that I loved the most, would be true hell. If I even thought I was going to have that happen to me, I'd jump or i'd induce hypothermia.

One mans hell is anothers heaven. I'd love for that to happen, I'd be free

 

[Weightoftheworld]

Losing my kids. Getting kicked out of school. My chronic illnesses getting worse.
Those are the most realistic reasons, although I seem to draw a lot of crappy unforeseen cards.

 

[JerJoh]

Getting kicked out of my program at college. Everything else in my life has failed and my mental health is very poor... so honestly it wouldn't take much for me to ctb. I think about it almost every day.

 

[There Look! Nothing]

It's difficult to figure out what else I have to lose. If it's almost impossible for me to find a steady life once I'm homeless, then I'll CTB asap. I've spent all of my years suffering, life won't get to laugh at me for another decade while I wait to live.

 

[tiredflower]

Losing my job/career, being homeless or being told I was going to prison. Probably more but those are the first things that spring to mind

 

[peacechoice]

Probably being homeless and not being able to provide for myself anymore due to chronic illness. Also, having my dad die would make me CTB. He's my only support and I'd hate to leave my siblings, but they'd be fine.

 

[Samsara]

Losing my career. It's one of the only things I have left

 

[Meditation guide]

losing my home again

 

[Symbiote]

Losing my job will make me CTB immediately.

 

[Deleted member 20852]

If my dog died I'd CTB immediately

 

[Moon Flower]

Pretty much the second my s/o isn't watching me like a hawk/my current life obligations are fulfilled I'm G O N E