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Suicide Discussion

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I-can-only-imagine
Story Feeling so alone (long story, sorry!)
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20
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1K
JustAMatterOfTime
JustAMatterOfTime
TAW122
Story My 10th reason for wanting to CTB
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8
Views
1K
RegretedFeeling
RegretedFeeling
LunarPyotr
Venting shitty family - I'm glad I don't live with them anymore
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13
Views
759
LunarPyotr
LunarPyotr
kerokeroka
Discussion What are your thoughts on life?
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21
Views
739
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
mossball
Story Lied to at local hospital
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10
Views
1K
avoid_slow_death
avoid_slow_death
Water-Lily
Self-Sabotage: Diary 1
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0
Views
447
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
Life_and_Death
Discussion the collection
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1
Views
402
avoid_slow_death
avoid_slow_death
R
Confusion. Divorce.
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14
Views
967
RowdyH999
R
I
There is no help anywhere
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1
Views
432
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
killedbypsychiatry
parents brought us here without our consent would that give us the right to exit without theirs?
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13
Views
709
Jer1188
J
Flau
Am I in love with suicide?
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6
Views
677
Sakura94
S
Fragile
Story Yesterday was suposed to be the day
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2
Views
824
Fragile
Fragile
Fthis
This true?
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3
Views
449
Depressed_Kettle
Depressed_Kettle
BluesRunTheGame
To be (drunk) or not to be (drunk)?
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13
Views
663
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
O
Someone drunk with me tonight? Let's listen to this masterpiece?
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6
Views
593
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Mixo
Has anyone imported N into the UK successfully (recently)?
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12
Views
2K
Last chance
L
SweetDreams500
Venting I dislike myself so much
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3
Views
571
Ch92921
Ch92921
H
SN arrived a little warm
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25
Views
1K
killedbypsychiatry
killedbypsychiatry
T
Has anyone order from right2die.org? If so, how did that go?
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13
Views
2K
omoidarui
omoidarui
WornOutLife
The eternal dilemma: Those who love you or YOU
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17
Views
943
ExhaustedExistence
ExhaustedExistence
B
Venting Went on a vacation to get away from suicide, yet thought about it more
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1
Views
486
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
M
Discussion Life or death?
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3
Views
350
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Flau
Venting i hate my family
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10
Views
889
Flau
Flau
WornOutLife
Discussion Did high school make you more suicidal?
Replies
63
Views
3K
lastingabyss
lastingabyss
N
Change your perspective.
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3
Views
424
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
NothingElseMatters
I'm sleeping 18 hours per day
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12
Views
1K
Some1's_Wasted_Fetus
S
jessica22
So close
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10
Views
1K
MyOwnWorstEnemy
M
WornOutLife
Define LIFE
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27
Views
646
BluesRunTheGame
BluesRunTheGame
J
Sexual side effects of multiple medications
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7
Views
668
killedbypsychiatry
killedbypsychiatry
Totally_nothin
coping with suicide
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1
Views
584
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
NothingElseMatters
I'm tired of all of this bullshit, telling me to be positive, how am I supposed to be positive when I don't see shit positive
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4
Views
454
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Devils_candY
Resource Psychedelics and the suicidal mind
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19
Views
2K
Ihavenoclue
I
P
Is A replying on Ctemplar
Replies
8
Views
958
HopelessFight
H
D
Story Sharing my worst attempt
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5
Views
973
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Øystein
I wish there was a way out.
Replies
8
Views
756
Lucifer'sRight
Lucifer'sRight
wannagohome
Method Using an exit bag
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3
Views
2K
Greenberg
Greenberg
Moose.000
Venlafaxine and negative side effects?
Replies
22
Views
928
JayBot2005
J
TheLomboq
Logistics of ctb'ing outdoors?
Replies
3
Views
684
Lucifer'sRight
Lucifer'sRight
Lucifer'sRight
Method earphones and full suspension
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14
Views
1K
Lucifer'sRight
Lucifer'sRight
Ch92921
Suicide Trance
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3
Views
388
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NormaJeane
So did our ancestors die
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3
Views
607
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
avoid_slow_death
The finality of it all....
Replies
2
Views
620
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
May is here, my ctb month .. hopefully
Replies
6
Views
590
suicide4me
S
J
It’s hopeless
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2
Views
431
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Ch92921
Quetiapin withdrawal
Replies
16
Views
825
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
M
Well Well Well! Great Time Has Come! CTB Within Next 7 days.
Replies
3
Views
640
meetinggodsoon
M
M
I can't download
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0
Views
376
Maximo
M
esoterispeec
Anyone else here a “mommas boy”
Replies
10
Views
806
DetachedDreamer97
DetachedDreamer97
StateOfMind
Anyone feels like..
Replies
7
Views
601
JustAMatterOfTime
JustAMatterOfTime
Versailles
Story It was just a bad day
Replies
4
Views
562
Versailles
Versailles
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