What would you choose; Shotgun OR Nembutal (N)

[raghu1977]

Just another update. I upped my N intake. Took 3 ml this time. In 10 minutes I was sleepy as frick.

Went to bed and passed out for 6 hours straight. And to keep this in perspective - I rarely get more than 2 hours sleep straight. I usually wake up pain and toss and turn.

So - 6 hours of lights out is truly impressive for me!

At this point I am reasonably sure two bottles will get the job done for me.

 

[JinZhin]

Reading replies of people who'd prefer shotgun was very insightful, I thought it makes no sense, but I feel like I learned a lot, in a weird way.

I really, really, honestly love sedatives and tranquilizers. I stuggled a lot with insomnia, and still do, after reading experiences of people who tried N, actually dying that way sounds like something I'd enjoy immensely as I crave peace and certainty of falling asleep and knowing you'll stay knocked out for good .

 

[Starchaser]

Just another update. I upped my N intake. Took 3 ml this time. In 10 minutes I was sleepy as frick.

Went to bed and passed out for 6 hours straight. And to keep this in perspective - I rarely get more than 2 hours sleep straight. I usually wake up pain and toss and turn.

So - 6 hours of lights out is truly impressive for me!

At this point I am reasonably sure two bottles will get the job done for me.

I'm happy it worked out for you too, hehe
How do you describe the taste?

 

[intr0verse]

I'm happy it worked out for you too, hehe
How do you describe the taste?
Also, your bottles came..............

It would be nice if people could hold back from giving out too many details, at least here in the open. I understand people are anxious but now we're in the big papers headlines so we all should be more careful.

 

[raghu1977]

I'm happy it worked out for you too, hehe
How do you describe the taste?
Also, your bottles came with a blue cap and are brown-ish?

The taste is bitter. The closest analogy I have is neem oil mixed with gin.

It is not terrible.... but I am not a fan either.

 

[SubZero]

Maybe a gun.

 

[intr0verse]

The taste is bitter. The closest analogy I have is neem oil mixed with gin.

It is not terrible.... but I am not a fan either.

The bottles were xxxxxx.

The liquid is clear like water. No discoloration whatsoever

It would be wise to edit your post and delete the info about the look of the bottles.

 

[elfin]

N. i'd be too scared of doing it wrong with a shotgun and ending up alive but with horrific life-changing injuries.

 

[justsayin]

It would be nice if people could hold back from giving out too many details, at least here in the open. I understand people are anxious but now we're in the big papers headlines so we all should be more careful.

Nice or not, those things are against the rules. Posts disclosing too much should be reported to mods.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/an-important-reminder-about-sources.82413/

 

[lmon]

Shotgun. If I don't commit after I've poured my N it's kind of wasted, and if I do there is still a chance I throw up because I can't drink very fast. Also not looking forward to having to fast.

Wait… does n go bad that fast

Overdosing is so spiritual.

Once you've got over the excitement, fear, and have actually taken the overdose, you go into a surreal, peaceful trance.

There's no calmness like it. You know it's done, and it's at that point that you reminisce about the good times you've had in your life.

The overdoses I take (sleeping tablets, lots, with alcohol) is very peaceful. It usually takes about half an hour, then you're gone. You just drop.

The only reason I'm still here (I've died more than once) is because the bastards brought me back.

Wow, that was beautiful

 

[ClaudeKersey]

Just another update. I upped my N intake. Took 3 ml this time. In 10 minutes I was sleepy as frick.

Went to bed and passed out for 6 hours straight. And to keep this in perspective - I rarely get more than 2 hours sleep straight. I usually wake up pain and toss and turn.

So - 6 hours of lights out is truly impressive for me!

At this point I am reasonably sure two bottles will get the job done for me.

What if over time you end up developing a tolerance?

 

[raghu1977]

What if over time you end up developing a tolerance?

I tried N exactly twice. First time - 1 ml, did not have any effect. Next day 3 ml - knocked me out. This was a few weeks ago. I have not tried it since. The rest is for when i ctb.

I highly doubt I've built up a tolerance for it.

 

[.............]

N, would want to listen to some music before I go.

 

[grasping_at_straws]

Shotgun

 

[Krieger]

Shotgun because the wound is beautiful. I want to make a mess.

 

[thedaywillcome]

I use pentobarbital.

Chose*

 

[sharky]

I don't get how anyone would choose gun instead of N. N is so peaceful and reliable while with a gun you leave a mess for people to find, in case you succeed and don't end up without a face.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

I don't get how anyone would choose gun instead of N. N is so peaceful and reliable while with a gun you leave a mess for people to find, in case you succeed and don't end up without a face.

And it is really tricky to find a location to do it, with the noise and all that