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Suicide Discussion

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SadCryingBunny
I’m suffering major depression
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10
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1K
SadCryingBunny
SadCryingBunny
Abandoned Phantom
Got my bus ticket
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5
Views
640
Abandoned Phantom
Abandoned Phantom
KattinKai!
Venting Suffocation
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1
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216
BradGuy123
B
P
sn and benzos order
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0
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280
peewee
P
Ferret77
Venting I just want everything to stop.
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1
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379
Aloneandinpain
A
T
Help How to stop asking for help
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0
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211
TooMuch.
T
fallingbehind
Venting I hate people so fucking much its not even funny
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1
Views
354
badatparties
badatparties
catzy
I think I could be loveable but I have been tortured over and over again and broken. Fuck this
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1
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269
GremlinCan56
GremlinCan56
BrainSplatter
  • Poll
Who will you be leaving a note for?
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17
Views
994
kitkat9234
K
S
how many ppl on this forum have died?
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6
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494
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
Spectre
Venting I Don't See Any Other Option
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2
Views
351
Natanael
Natanael
c4di
living with another activity suicidal person
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0
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301
c4di
c4di
L
Oh to be with people and music
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0
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226
lonergirl_26
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Dukey
Story Quiet before the storm
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5
Views
746
Dukey
Dukey
indianachrome
permanent frown
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2
Views
262
xXSufferingXx
X
R
Venting i’m having conflicting thoughts on my abortion
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26
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2K
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
OOUUneverover
I'm not sure where to post this, but I need help with self harm so I don't commit suicide. How do I make it more painful?
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7
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602
OOUUneverover
OOUUneverover
LostHope556
Preparing - I feel fucking fantastic
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15
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1K
rottenhopes
rottenhopes
Hanniewants2die
Dumb confessions of a dumb girl pt.6
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1
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419
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
TheWorstLife
Venting Dont rely on other people for happiness
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33
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1K
socksnsandles
S
S
opened my sn and sniffed it
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1
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220
disabledaccount0452
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Mooncry
Venting I wish I was with an older man
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13
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2K
WrathfulGloom32
WrathfulGloom32
briardweller
Painfulness of SN
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3
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647
Dante_
Dante_
dewdfish
OD attempt and why it failed.
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6
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886
dewdfish
dewdfish
GIGN.Officiel
Discussion Are you worried/convinced you don't have a personality?
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13
Views
640
Xi-Xi
Xi-Xi
terrrrrrragon
Lack of interaction makes me feel actively suicidal
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8
Views
638
LastNite
LastNite
S
Is anyone planning on travelling to Latin America to obtain N in the coming months?
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24
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1K
diagon24
D
P
Help wheres the nembutal/pentobarbital protocol thread?
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4
Views
350
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
burninghill
Feeling worse after deciding to stay alive
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9
Views
589
AstralMadness
AstralMadness
goingforawalk
Help could a well-written suicide note bring closure to my parents and family?
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12
Views
1K
FinalesFunkeln
FinalesFunkeln
S
UK sources
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3
Views
549
Tautochrome
Tautochrome
F
tide products to ctb with?
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0
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175
FreshCrabs
F
H
Discussion How much water for SN?
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3
Views
211
heydude56
H
AstralMadness
Help Do you really need distilled water for SN?
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5
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516
AstralMadness
AstralMadness
R
Venting Poetic moment
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0
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250
roatvek
R
Mrs. T-800
I am tired, but I am also...
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1
Views
397
instormdrains
instormdrains
whocares?
Help Does pests work? Also with painkillers?
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6
Views
495
samarah988
samarah988
c4di
thinking about how people will act after i CTB
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3
Views
205
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
G
Method Question for method?
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1
Views
337
AstralMadness
AstralMadness
SuicidalCurryBoy
Venting Got some LifeFuel after ages, fellas!
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3
Views
423
SuicidalCurryBoy
SuicidalCurryBoy
kuroshimi
Venting I don't want to see much of 2026
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2
Views
451
AstralMadness
AstralMadness
toyu
Trying to find the right time (+vent)
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4
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632
toyu
toyu
social construct
Help I feel so ugly
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2
Views
349
social construct
social construct
V
Can someone explain to me how to order benzos off the deepweb
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0
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206
valleyofthedolls
V
dying_kwik2000
Discussion Feeling alone and trapped
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0
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233
dying_kwik2000
dying_kwik2000
S
Not a good day. Needing advice
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6
Views
521
slowlydyinginside
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fuyuu
Venting snow
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3
Views
392
littlecutecorpse
littlecutecorpse
he1terskelter
Help Please help me with my sn protocol
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0
Views
269
he1terskelter
he1terskelter
aerilana
i hate my brain
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0
Views
374
aerilana
aerilana
schatzbunny
Venting no context
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0
Views
270
schatzbunny
schatzbunny
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